TW: swearing :))
I and karl left the warehouse and we went home I wanna hold karl hand in the karl but I felt like he didn't like me back and that maybe but I didn't we just listened to music until we got home it was late so we went into our rooms and slept.
- the next morning-
I wake up with the sun on my face I didn't wanna get up so I slept in, I put my headphones in and turn up my music all the way up, I put my heads under my covers and listen to the music words
Oh, and I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me
And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to meI felt tears in my eyes this song reminded me of me and karl because it hit me I couldn't like karl from the last time I couldn't lose karl. I put the song on repeat and cried very silent. It had been almost an hour and you were still listening to music then i heard something coming from downstairs.
I paused my music and l heard someone it was the boys I heard them coming into your room and then you felt someone sit on your bed you hurry and dry your face and then jimmy moved the blanket from you "y/n are you okay? Karl said you had been awake for 3 hours and having got out of bed yet" I had seen I had been crying "yeah jimmy I'm fine I'm just don't feel it today it even hard to even lift my phone up at this point" I say trying not you cry.
"well y/n we love you and karl misses you not hanging out with him in the living room but he didn't wanna wake you up," Jimmy said quietly making sure I only heard I put on a small fake smile "fine, I will get ready and I will be down there in a minute" and jimmy got up and left.
I got up and walked up to my closet and picked out a long hoodie that went down to my knees and put on leggings and walked downstairs when I got to the bottom I heard chandler say "hey there's is y/n" they all look at me and smiled "hey y/n tonight I'm going to hang out with the boys if you wanna come" karl said "uh maybe I don't know yet probably not tonight though" You said sitting down on the couch next to Chris "hey y/n nice to see you out of your room" Chris said I didn't say anything back I just smiled at him and watched what was on the tv.
I didn't care that karl was going to hang out with the boys tonight that thing I didn't like was that I had to be home alone but then I thought maybe when karl was out with the boys I could drive around the town and see the lights at night.
The boys left because they went to get ready for the night and so did karl I went to my room and I put on youtube on my tv and started to watch a video that my friend wanted me to watch about a dog then karl knocked on my door "y/n I'm about to leave okay Ill see you later tonight alright" I looked down kinda sad karl was leaving.
"yeah um I'm going to drive around town later and see the lights at night," I said he looked worried "okay just be safe and call me if you need anything okay" I didn't say anything but smiled karl looked so cute he was wearing a whole t-shirt and he was wearing kinda lose jeans he looked nice.
I heard him leave with chandler and jimmy Chris didn't wanna go because he has a kid to take care of at home, I started to get ready to leave about 30 minutes after he left I went downstairs and got my wallet and left I walked out and went in my car and started to leave but I thought maybe I should text karl and I didn't know why but I had a feeling that I should've but I didn't I headed straight downtown.
I turned on the music and rolled down my windows it felt unreal and then it hit me I should live my life more and stop worrying about small things and travel and try new things and maybe just get with my dream boy... Karl, I started to feel really happy knowing that I'm going to live my life and knowing I'm going to change.
I get home so happy after seeing those lights I got home and changed into a t-shirt and shorts and then I heard the door open I walk downstairs happy to see karl but he walks in with a girl....
AUTHOR - CLIFF HANGER !!
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FanfictionYou and karl were friends back in high school but lost connection and you gain it back, you are just so depressed and you ever wonder can he be the reason you get out of it ? started: 2/27/2021 ended:idk but like a month later :)