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a thing which you cannot erase, delete it from your memory, it is there to remind you of the moments you loved but the moments turned into a pain.
Aaliyah chuckled but then sadly sighed, "Camila always used to bring the best of you"
He nodded.
"You're valuable with her. And" she breathed in "you're scared"
"I'm not scared, like - I'm gonna get hurt, I'm scared I'll trap myself in some same void and hurt Sky together with her"
"You won't"
"How do you know that?"
Aaliyah smiled "I wish you could see yourself Shawn - you're so happy when you're around that kid, you accepted her quickly and it felt like missing piece of puzzle. You wouldn't hurt them, just if you knew what you want"
He smiled remembering his small precious daughter.
"I remember when I got news I'm dad, Camila swore she wouldn't let me see her. I didn't hold her at all nor anything but I felt like I'm dying because if I couldn't see her, that small miracle of me and Camila, I don't know if would ever be complete again"
Aaliyah smiled as one tear fell down her cheek. "There you said it, you feel complete with her" he nodded. "And Camila would let you in, she did. She's pure soul" he nodded again, not being able to speak.
Aaliyah kissed his cheek and made herself out of his room. He took black notebook ready to read everything what is left to read. Opening pages where he left last time, he started to read.
Nine months, I am a whale.
I'm huge oh my God, if you could only see that. I don't consider myself ugly or anything, but I don't have that body anymore. I don't know if you would hate the way I look right now. I hope you wouldn't. My mum is here with me, staying for a month. It's near, time passed by like a wind. Baby is soon to be here. You're nowhere to be found. I wish you would come back.
He realized how further book got, how less she wrote and didn't signature her letters anymore. He sighed and turned page.
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After almost 24 hours labour, some complications she's here. Kiara Skylar Cabello Mendes is born, on 10th August, at 3am. Almost on your birthday. She has your eyes.
He smiled at the picture, his fingers going back and forth, wanting to hold her like that. But he will never be able to do that, just in his dreams.
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