Polaroids s.m.+ c.c.

chapter twenty four

He watched every time when they stopped at the red light how she played with her hair, her eyes curios and leg bounced up and down.

"Don't be nervous" he placed his palm on her knee, she felt her nerves calm down a little, as she looked down at his tattooed hand.

"It's just, this is the first time I'm not going there alone" she looked at his side profile as he drove, focused on the road.

He felt sadness rush over his body, but he smiled a little "I'm glad, I'm here this time" she nodded saying "me too"

"Was it - was it hard" his voice cracked, she sighed saying "yes, you will see her there laying and waiting for news, that she will cry like she understands but all it is - she's nervous and miss warm hug she got used to feel"

He got uncomfortable in his seat, listening to her. He cursed inside for how stupid he could be.
If he just knew that nothing is his fault, but he always did that - blamed everything bad on himself.

"I feel Shawn -" she took his hand as his breath got stuck in his throat "she can feel it"

"What?" He looked at her quickly then back to road, "that you're her father" he smiled bitting his lower lip.

"She loves being with you Shawn - love being in your arms, sleep by your side. She never did that, she only used to fall asleep on my chest" he could hear happiness in her voice and he squeezed his hand.

"I'm glad because I don't plan on going anywhere"

She smiled but that smile turned into anxiety as he parked in front of very familiar hospital. Three of them hated this place.

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Shawn held Kiara in his hand, he felt how she started to wiggle, she remembers this place. Camila led their way to where their doctor waited for them.

"Alright" she stood in front of the door, kocked on them as she heard female voice.

They got in warm blue room, filled with stuffed animals and on the wall were pictures of animated animals.

"Where's my favourite girl?!" Female doctor in her middle age asked as she saw them, slightly confused as she saw a male figure but didn't want to make any uncomfortable situation, she played along.

Kiara cuddled into Shawn's neck hiding her face from her doctor "you're not excited to see me?"

"Sorry, she just already know what's going on" Camila apologized to her doctor, she smiled it away "don't worry I understand"

She sat back down to her seat, searching for Kiara's file, she read it out;

"Kiara Skylar Cabello Mendes"

Camila's eyes nervously moved to Shawn's, he didn't have any specific reaction written over. He couldn't even process the thing she had written down his surname to her.

"You can take her clothes off" she zoned them out of their gazes, Shawn nodded but his hands blocked. Camila took her from his hands and mouthed to him that everything is okay.

Camila sat her down on the bed, taking off her small shirt and Nike shoes, then her pants. Kiara pulled away Camila's hand not wanting to do that, Shawn watched from his spot.
His nerves starting to burn from this feeling, as he watched her, she's ready to cry any second.

Camila talked to her;
"It's okay baby"
"Mum loves you"

Through uncomfortable voice Kiara just called for her mother as she backed away, Kiara laid down, she started crying.

Shawn saw how Camila's body jerked as she heard her loud cries, doctor's hands touched her bare skin.

He reached beside his daughter, took her palm and he circled his finger on her hand softly, she stopped crying.
He looked at Camila and she had questioning look on her face.
"She loves this" he said quietly, still circling on her palm, Camila smiled.

Doctor said that her bones are growing normally and that her hips are in good development. When she said that it's time for real examination, Camila felt like passing out.

"Her lungs sounds healthy, developing fast" Camila breathed out in relief, and Shawn smiled as Kiara looked up at him, like he was the most wonderful creature on the Earth.

Camila could tell; Kiara was in love with him.

"Her heart -" doctor stopped for few seconds, Shawn asked her "is everything okay?" He felt like someone threw water on him, he sweated in second.

"Yeah - yeah, she's all good" doctor said with smile and stood up, "you can dress her up" Shawn thanked and started to put her small shirt back.

"Is she having any troubles lately?" Doctor asked Camila, "she had some troubles breathing, like she had some kind of panic attacks" Shawn watched her stand up.
"But not in a while - maybe two months" since Shawn came back.

"That's a really good thing, but for a baby like her, she needs to be checked regularly, to see if birth gave her life mark. But she's strong one, she would kick everyone's ass" they all chuckled, Kiara now with her feet on the bed as she played with Shawn's hair.

"We will keep her medicine normal" Camila nodded happy to hear that.

After doctor wrote down something she asked Camila quietly "is this the father?" She regretted it because it made Camila uncomfortable, not knowing if she would introduce him that way to anyone.

"I am" he said before Camila could say anything, holding tired Kiara in his arms. She is still nervously wiggling, ready to leave.

"I'm happy to meet you" she said at him, as he nodded smiling.

Camila felt her cheeks burn as he stood in a place of a father. She thanked God and whishes that he would do that for the rest their lives.

A/n; how do you like this one? Kiara is healthy and happy with Shawn.
What do you think what will happen to Shawn and Camila?
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