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Chapter 11: Struck like a lightning

"I might have not noticed you at first; but now when I see you. Oh! Why do I see my whole world?"

-Eden_Butterfly

DEXTER POV:

What the...?
Did she just tell me she doesn't trust me anymore?
How could she?
And why does it feel like someone just pierced a spear through my heart.
I know it's beating in my chest. But why do I feel suffocate suddenly?

I was just outside the cafe's window thinking about visiting Celina after yesterday when I told her Jess might think of her as a sister.
Honestly that guys likes her a lot. A lot more than I could've ever comprehend.
I never thought jess was so deep into Celina unless I saw a look of dejection in his eyes when I my hands were in hers.

For me it was nothing special. I hold hands of the girls all the time. But I did feel something different. Something which I had never ever felt with a girl.
ALIVE AND FREE.

Maybe jess feels that too and hence he is also not backing up.
But when I saw him holding hands and saying her something so intensely I felt this sudden urge to just punch him on his face.
How dare he touch her?

I mean Celina is not mine. NOT YET.
but still with the intensity with which he was saying something to her i feared that I might have already lost her. And my fear became real when without thinking I said bad things about my one and only best friend Jess in the sheer moment of jealousy.

He might think I am with him for some reason or because I love his money and fame but no. If I don't show him that he is the one closest to me after my parents separated it would not be wrong. I do love that guy like I love my little brother PAx. Well more than Pax. But I know he would never really understand me. And I don't want to make him understand either.

So when Celina told me she doesn't trust me anymore. Something in me broke. It hurts like a pig but I know I did bring that thing upon me.
But celina I won't give up on you. Not YET.

CELINA POV:

I stood in the corner for a few minutes pondering on what I said.
Do I feel guilt or regret? Hell NO.
Do I feel happy and free? HELL YES!.

I finally told him what I actually felt. Didn't hide it Didn't cry and didn't beg him. I still like him. He is my first crush. But I am not liking his behavior since few days.
First he rejected me hurt me and suddenly came out forcefully when jess started giving me some attention.