Polaroids s.m.+ c.c.

chapter twenty

Her small fingers took his gray sweats down, his heart rate paced.
His hand took her chin and guided her up, to meet his lips once again.
They kissed like they couldn't breath and that was source of oxygen.

Molding together.
Breathing them in.

His lips travelled down her neck, sucking and nibbling on her weak spot, he listened to her moan softly as his fingers hooked inside of her underwear.

"Baby" she called and he looked at her.

She didn't know what to say, so she just kissed him, hoping everything she wanted to say is in that kiss.

After minutes of kissing, they were both exposed, physically but mentally too.
He laid her down as his lips made his way down her stomach, around her sensitive spot, on her thighs.
She gasped, gripping his hair, rolling her back wanting to feel more.

He faced her now whispering "you're gonna be my everything forever"

She wanted to scream.
She wanted to cry.

"You're gonna be my everything forever too" she said to him as he smiled sadly kissing her forehead.

His fingers gripped her hips as he grinded on top of her, feeling heat washing them.
She wrapped her legs around him and flipped them over. He sat back up, with her on his lap.

His fingers played with his curls as she watched him adore her.

She positioned herself over him and moved down, they both gasped and groaned. Shawn felt knots in his belly as she connected them together.
He needed to kiss her.
As he did, she started to move slowly, rolling her hips, she moaned his name out multiple times.

"Oh Shawn -" he loved to hear that.

"I fe - el so conn -ected to you" she gasped through the feeling of him filling her up. He couldn't talk, feeling was overwhelming him.
But he needed to say thing he came here for.

He flipped them over, never getting out of her. Her back hit the pillows, as his hand was holding her close.
He trusted into her, she gasped never feeling this way.

He whispered into her ear "I'm sorry"

Her eyes immediately felt tears.
"It's okay" she helped him meet her, trusting into him at the same time as him.

"I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt you" he said though moans.

"I - I know" she kissed his jaw, her nails scratching his back, he hissed.

"Promise me" he pecked her lips. They looked at each other, "you're gonna be alright without me"

"Shawn -" tear fell down her face "please Camila that's all I need to hear"

"I promise" she said lingering their lips crying again as their bodies moved together like their lives depend on it.

They both moaned as they felt their peeks, their names flying in the air as they were sweating.
He didn't pull away, he was so scared he's gonna loose her right that way.

He started moving again, tiredly and lazily.

But her moans, did things to him.

He looked at her, her eyes were closed, lips parted, when breaths in moans left them.
His fingers traced all over her face like he tried to memorize everything she had. Those long eyelashes, beautifully shaped eyebrows, heart shaped lips, small nose.

"You're so beautiful" he said through cries, her eyes opened meeting his watery ones.

Their lips met in most valuable kiss they had.
She felt his tears fell down on her face.

He pulled away "you taught me how to love" he smiled through tears.

"You showed me everything I needed to know"

"Shawn -" she moaned as he roamed through her.

"I love you Camila" she made sound of a sob and pleasure at the same time.

"I love you so much" she replied at him as they felt release and they relaxed into each others arms.
He laid next to her, whispering how everything is gonna be alright, they promised each other.
She cuddled on his chest, listening to his heart beat, she didn't feel this calm in a long time.
He protected her, his arms locked around her small body, their bodies lingered.

He heard her fall asleep.
Shawn didn't sleep whole night, never wanting to end this time with her.
Scared if he closed his eyes, morning will come and he had to go away.
He gazed at her, whispered that he loved her, his fingers tracing her soft skin remembering everything about her.

Because in the morning, he was gone and she woke up in an empty bed, still feeling piece of him inside of her. She wanted to cry because he was gone and the night was over. She shouldn't have fall asleep, but to fall asleep in his arms is all she ever wanted to do. Even if it takes do die in them.

A/n; it was hard to describe these sensitive scenes, I hope you like it, I did my best.
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