The Thrill

14

It's been two weeks now since the incident at the office. I haven't seen Emilio at all since then. It was hard trying to stay away from him, but so far I've managed.

I look over at Sebastian as he's sorting through the groceries and putting them into the fridge. I think back to the times where I was actually happy with this man. It was like he was all I ever knew and I really believed we would be together till the day we die. But I guess fate had a different plan for us.

What's been playing on my mind the most is that smell on Emma. It could just be a coincidence but it all added up. The hair, the smell, the night at the restaurant. It all made sense. It was way too much to be just a coincidence.

And even though I know the truth about him cheating, I still haven't heard it from his own mouth. I wanted to hear him at least admit it, or tell me how he was sorry, or tell me why he did it, why I wasn't enough for him... And I wanted to hear him beg me to take him back.

'Sebastian, can I ask you something?' I adjust myself so that I didn't look nervous and waited for him to respond.

'Yeah, go ahead.' He says, not looking up at me.

'Look at me.' His attention falls onto me as he stops what he was doing.

'Are you cheating on me?' I ask, swallowing the lump in the back of my throat. I could feel my palms getting sweaty as I clenched my fists. My legs began to get shaky, not knowing how he was going to answer. The wait was killing me. I tried my best to stand straight and look as confident as possible, but I knew I looked like a nervous wreck.

'Why would you ask that?!' He suddenly bursts out. It caught me of guard, his sudden raise in tone sent shivers down my spine. He was never one to respond like this, but maybe I just didn't know the real him.

'Are you?' I ask, not showing that his change in tone effected me. He stands there. I could tell so many things were going through his mind. Of course they were, he knew what the right answer was, he just didn't know that I already knew.

'No.' He finally lets out. My heart dropped. I don't know what I expected. I would've broke down whether he admitted to it or not. But that simple 'no' told me so much about this man. He was really lying to my face right now. I let out a big breathe of air as I prepared myself for whatever I was going to do or say not.

'Ok.' I had all these words, all these things I wanted to say to him. I wanted to unleash all my anger on him that night. And now all I could say was 'ok'. I didn't know what else to do. Whether I should just let this go and carry on with my life or not.

But I remembered the memories we made together over the years, the fact that I let him see parts of me that no one ever has. The anger I felt, knowing he was willing to risk it all for some girl. I was not going to just carry on, I wasn't going to let him get away with this.

The only thing I knew to do was get out of there right now. I couldn't stay there and accept that fact that he had just lied to my face even when I asked him directly. And there was only one person that came to my mind. I didn't want to be alone. I needed him right now, more than ever.

I got into my car, speeding towards his house. My mind was blinded by rage. I was really acting on emotion. I knew deep in my mind that I should stay away from him... since I said I would myself. But I don't give a fuck. I say a lot of stupid shit these days.

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I began pounding on his door like crazy. I probably looked insane, since it was pretty dark out by the time I got to his house.

Finally, he opened the door and I was greeted with a sight that almost knocked the air out of my lungs. His chest, arms and abs were on full display. I could tell he just came out of the shower since his hair was dripping wet. There was water still gliding down his defined body. He reaches out to the side of him as he grabs a shirt and starts to button it up. He watches me carefully as he plays with each button, not saying a word. It was as if he was waiting for what I had to say.

I couldn't hold it in any longer and before I knew it, I leaped into his arms with him slightly falling back from the impact. I shut the door behind us as I pushed him backwards, not breaking our kiss. He eventually took the lead as he pushes my body towards the stairs. He lifts my legs, instructing me to wrap them around his waist. I could feel him squeezing my thighs as he slowly moves his hand onto my butt.

We eventually reached his room. The walls were the darkest shade of black, swallowing me as I entered. It was decorated in mostly dark grey furniture but the lights did it most of the justice. I jumped down from his waist and he smashed me against the wall straight away. One arm was around my waist while the other was against the wall, just above my head. My hands explored his body, every inch of it.

'I knew you'd be back, baby...' He speaks between kisses, smirking against my lips. I couldn't help but smile as I heard his words.

I began to push him backwards towards the bed, dropping him onto the mattress. I crawled on top of him, straddling his lap.

'You sure about this, beautiful?' He asks, not moving his eyes off my body. 'More than anything.'

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