Why did it have to be me?

Chapter 11

"Alright let's do this ultrasound and make sure everything is all good." She said placing the gel on my stomach. "There's your little baby, and here's the heartbeat." She said with a smile. I looked over to Niall and he had a few tears running down his face. He caught me looking at him and quickly wiped away his tears. "Everything's alright the baby is perfectly healthy." She said as I sat up. "I can I have 5 pictures?" I asked.

"Why 5" Niall asked. "One for me, my mom, my sister, you and your parents duh." I said with a laugh at the end. "Thank you London." He said. I could tell he was tearing up at this point. "Niall you okay?" I asked. "Oh uh yeah I'm fine it's all just hitting me now." He said. "Okay here you go, I made a prescription for you one is for your head aches. Only take them when you have a head ache. The other one is for every morning when you wake up it should slow down your nauseous." She said handing me the pictures and a slip of paper.

"You two are free to go, remember your next appointment is July, 4th." She said leading us to the door. Niall and I walked to the car and he offered to drive. The ride started off kinda like all of our conversations. Awkward. "Wait did your doctor say your next appointment is July, 4th?" He asked. "Yeah that's when I will find out the gender." I said with a smile. "London I'm sorry but I won't be in California anymore until September 9th." Niall said. I can't believe he's gonna miss so much, not like he hasn't missed that much already.

"Niall I'm so sorry I didn't know." I said. "No I should be the one apologizing. I'm missing so much of this and I'm sorry." He said with a frown. "It's okay, uh I can FaceTime you during my appointments if you want." I said. "That would be nice thank you." He said. I felt bad because I could tell that Niall is upset and I know I can't do anything about it.

Niall's POV
Driving home got really weird. I could tell that London felt bad about me missing a lot but it's not her fault, I wish I could change my schedule but I can't we are going over our next world tour right now. I have 5 more shows coming up, and I have so many interviews in the near future. I want to be there as much as I can but it's hard. All I know is that I have to be the best dad that I can be.

When I saw the baby for the first time and heard it's heartbeat I could feel a flow of emotions going on. I never thought I would be a father I have always loved kids and my nephew is really special to me. When Greg told me that he was going to be a da do was so excited o be a uncle and he told me that one day that's going to be me. I didn't think that day would be today.

London was quoted the rest of the way to her apartment. When we got there she divided to make supper ahead of time because we stopped and got Jack in the Box. "Is chili okay with you?" She asked. "Of course that sounds great." I seen her cutting up fresh vegetables and I wanted to help her out.

"Do you need some help?" I asked walking into the kitchen. "Oh uh sure can you cute up only half of the onion please." She said. She walked to the living room and turned on the radio. It didn't take to long before one of our songs started to play. "You know this song is really catchy." She said with a laugh at the end. "Thank you." I said with a smile. Steal my girl is always a song that drags people into the fandom and I don't know why.

"Ah ouch." London said quickly dropping the knife. "What happened are you okay?" I asked. "I just cute my finger can you get me a bandage they are in the bathroom?" She asked. I went to the bathroom and found the 1st aid kit and took it to the kitchen. She went to grab for it and I stepped back. "No let me." I said with a smile. I took her over the the sink and cleaned off her hand because there was quit a bit of blood. I put some vaseline on a bandage and put it on her finger.

"Thank you Niall." She said looking up to mean. "Hey when your on the bus filled with 5 clumsy boys you get used to getting hurt."I said with a laugh at the end. "Why don't you let me finish cutting those and your just tell me what to do." I said as I finished up the tomatoes. "Okay now that, that's done put in all the tomatoes, onions, and bean in the pot." She said than she handed me the ground meat. "I'm going to put in all the spices can you cook the meat?" She asked and I nodded my head.

"Where did you learn how to cook like this?" I asked with a chuckle. "My dad loves to cook he sends me recipes all the time. How about you? You are a pretty good cook yourself." She said. "Well I have always helped my mom in the kitchen and cooking is a way to get rid of my stress." I said as I dumped the meat into the pot. "Okay now we let it simmer on high for about 3 hours. It should be ready by 7." She said setting a timer.

London seems like a very nice person I am hoping the next couple of days go as smooth as today and yesterday. "Well what do you want to do in the mean time?" She asked sitting down on the couch. "Well we could get to know each other a little bit more that can never hurt." I said sitting next to her. "Okay what are your likes and dislikes being in One direction?" She asked.

"Well I have always loved music and everything it has to do with. I love being on the road, making music, most importantly making our fans happy and helping them through personal stuff. I love that I have 4 other boys doing the same thing that I am that way all the spot light isn't on me. On the other hand I don't like not having time off just to myself, I don't get as much privacy that I wish I had, there's a lot of rules that comes with it. I can't always be myself in the industry and I can't see my family as much as I would love to. There's also some hate that I have to deal with." I said.

"Wow I'm sorry you have to go through all of that." She said. "That's okay it's all worth it in the end" I said with a smile. " What about you what's your likes and dislikes of your job?" I asked. "Well I have always loved the idea I'm of being a model it's kinda always been a dream of mine. Fashion has always been a big part of my life because growing up my mom would always take my siblings and I shopping and then let us rome in her closet to play dress up. I love everything about makeup and dressing up. Although it's all great you also have to have a lot of confidence and I have always lacked that." I said.

"You have nothing to be ashamed of." I said with a smile. "Well I don't know about that." She said. "Right now my agent doesn't want me working until after the baby is born unless they need me to model something." She said with a smile. I don't know why London is self conscious he's really pretty, she has a great personality and she's super nice. London put on a movie and we waited for supper to be done.

She also made homemade corn bread which smelled amazing. "Niall this is ready." I heard from coming from the kitchen. "Looks amazing thank you." I said gabbing my bowl and sitting at the island. "Oh my god this is amazing." I said. "Well you helped me make it." She said with a chuckle. "So are you planning on introducing me to the boys?" She asked. "At some point yes, because I would love for them to meet the baby and be their uncles." I said with a laugh.

"That's nice you guys must be really close?" She asked. "There like my brothers." I said with a smile. Greg and I are really close but I feel like I'm getting closer to the 4 guys now that I'm with them 24/7. "Well that's good to know you aren't the only one going though it alone." She said. "Yeah it really is." I said with a smile. Dinner was great, I helped London clean up and than we went to the living room and put on a movie.

"Are you cold?" She asked. "Just a little bit." She than shared her blanket with me at first she was hesitant but she scooted closer to me. "Thank you." I said she than shot me a smile. She told me I didn't have to be so awkward and that we needed to get used to each other so as the gentleman I am I asked if I could put my arm around her. It took her a minute but she soon nodded her head.

We where 30 minutes into the movie and the house was quiet. "This is a really good movie." I was caught off guard when I didn't get a answer. I looked down and London was passed out on my shoulder. I didn't want to move because I didn't want to wake her but I situated is to where she would be a lot more comfortable. I could feel my body start to drift off so I turned off TV and soon I was out like a light. I hoped that I wake up tomorrow and that it's just as great as today was.

Hi! This ones a bit longer im going to try and write longer ones because I'm not a bit fan of the first 10 chapters but I'm happy with the way this one tired out.