My both hands touch Katana's soft cheeks, i look deeply into her eye and said:
"I don't want you to hide stuff from me, Kat"
Her cold eye still the same
"I love you...even how many times you delete my memories, I will still love you"
I hate that cold of her
I kissed her, her dry lips touch mine. I still can smell her perfume, still there, on her neck. I grab her wrist and continue to kiss her, she whining a little bit.
Suddenly, she pushed me back
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"Why?"_she asked "I'm a devil, I don't have soul, I can't feel love. So why? Why you still love me even I tried to ignore you"
". . .I love you, even if you don't love me back"
"You will be hurt"
"It's not a first time"
"I will lose control"
"I will help you"
"YOU WILL BE KILL"_she shouted, her horns and devil tail appear.
"Sorry..."_she weakly said
Her tear has fallen, slowly rolls down on her cheeks. It hurt. Please don't cry.
I hate when you cry
"You known what happened last time"_she grab both her arms, hugging herself and try to avoid my eyes contact
"I know, but we can face this together"_the more I come closer to her, she begin to stand back further
"You're just a human, look! I can handle this, just stay away from me!"
"But I don't wanna see you hurting yourself like this, please, let me help you"_i worried, my heart felt "I can't stand and look at you keep fallen like this, Katana"
She comes to me and hug me tight
"I'm here for you Kat! Please, don't push me away."
She whispered something
"What's wrong? You say something"
"I'm..."
"Yes?"_ something is wrong
"... sorry"
She stun me, I'm falling to the ground
"K...at"
She held my face
"Pl...ease...do...n...t"
She begin to cover my eyes
"Sorry,
I love you"
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"Sei..."
Someone calling me
"Wake up"
My body heavy
"Sei...sei"
Finally, I opened my eyes, it's Rui.
"Uhm...my head hurt"_i looked around, I'm in living room
"Why are you sleep here?"_Cerebus said
I held my face and noticed something, my eyes, have water. My eyes kinda hurt, it just like...Im just crying?
"I...don't remember"
Everyone silence, they looked at each other. They known something, but don't wanna tell me, I don't know why
"You must be tired and sleep here. Come! Let me take you to your room"_Rui held me up
"A... alright, thank you"
What happened last night, I thought, why am I feel...hurt
Before I get in the room, there a shadow lean back against the wall and look at me. I can't see that person, it too dark.
"Hey Sei, uhm...if you can't remember it. Maybe it just non - important stuff, so don't worry ok?"_Rui said as she try to calm me down
"Maybe...you right"_i replied "Thanks Rui"
She nodded, she walk out the room and closed the door behind her. I lay down the bed, my mind empty, my feelings inside feel tight. Maybe Rui right, it nothing important, right?
"I hope so..."_ I whispered as slowly falling to sleep
