jungkook
when you are drunk
You were so fucking drunk. After your sudden breakup with your boyfriend of a few months, you completely lost it. A small fight had turned into this huge argument which led to the both of you saying very hurtful things to each other. In the heat of the moment, you told him it was better to breakup if he wasn't able to see your point and with the shock effect that weighed on him, he said that you should and left your apartment. You felt numb at first, sitting on your sofa and staring blankly into thin air. But then the reality of the situation punched you in the stomach, knocking out the oxygen in your lungs. Tears trickled down your face without you knowing and in a matter of seconds you were sobbing, not able to endure the pain in your heart. Trying to remember how your fight had begun, you couldn't even think of it now.
How could you let such a tiny thing develop into this?
You felt deep regret for the things you said, but you felt even greater disappointment that he had just left.
The following days you waited for him to contact you but he never did. You couldn't believe that this was really happening, that you guys had really broken up. You wanted to apologize and beg on your knees for his forgiveness at this point, but you just couldn't bring yourself to at least text him. After all it was you who had suggested to break up. You felt like smashing your head into a brick wall for doing such an immature thing. It may have cost you the love of your life.
At the end of week two, you no longer could function. The shimmer of hope of saving the situation had faded, and you were left with heartache. These days you could barely keep anything down, so you gave up on eating completely. Your head was always throbbing in pain because you kept on crying so much. Your four walls were suffocating you. You were going to go crazy if you didn't leave your house. So you found yourself at a bar for the very first time. Never in a million years would you have thought you would end up here. It felt like a movie scene and damn did you wish it was just another movie scene, but it wasn't. This was your reality.
You weren't much of a drinker, and you certainly didn't handle alcohol that well, which meant that you were drunk out of your head after a couple shots already.
"Why did you leave me like that Jeon Jungkook, hmm?" you mumbled to yourself, tears welling up in your eyes. "You should have known I didn't mean a word I said. Why would you give up on me so easily?"
Ordering more and more drinks, you tried to numb yourself. If you had only known you were an emotional drunk. The more you drank, the more you thought about him and the more grew your pain. The bartender felt very sorry for you but at the same time he was trying so hard not to laugh because you looked absolutely ridiculous.
You were sobbing as you downed another glass of whiskey in one go. He put a box of tissues in front of you, giving you some orange juice when you asked for another drink. You were so drunk that you didn't even realize you were drinking orange juice.
Jungkook was feeling very uneasy that night himself. Just like you, he was miserable. For the past two weeks he had been staring at his screen, waiting for you to contact him and apologize. But you never did. At first, he didn't want to believe that you were being serious about breaking up, but at the end of the second week, he realized that you must actually be dead serious. He was as confused as you were. He couldn't even remember what you fought about in the first place.
How could you break up over something so irrelevant? The both of you were being too emotional that day, exaggerating the situation. He wished he could turn back time. He would have just kissed you to shut you up. You could've just taken your anger to bed and ended the night in each other's arms, the fight long forgotten. But instead the both of you let your egos take control and let this small fight escalate into a breakup.
