namjoon
showering with him
It was midsummer and the temperatures were reaching peaks. The sun was blazing hot during the day and even in the nights the temperatures wouldn't cool down enough for a peaceful good night's sleep. Your parents were currently away on holiday but you had to stay home due to upcoming exams. Your boyfriend Namjoon was staying over at yours for the meanwhile.
Last night had been one of the hottest nights so far and your fan had broken down in the middle of the night. You both had had trouble falling asleep. Namjoon had moved to one end of the bed and you to the other to avoid each other's body heat.
Since you were used to holding Namjoon when you slept or at least a pillow in the nights he wasn't with you, you were struggling to fall asleep now that you couldn't hold anything without getting a heatstroke.
You woke up quite early though you had only slept for less than 4 hours, again due to the heat. It was unbearable with the sun up.
You laid flat on your back and looked over at Namjoon, who was laying in the same position and looking back at you.
"It's so hot" you complained.
"I am so tired but I just can't sleep" he whined.
Your skin felt sticky because you had sweated a lot and you felt overall really disgusting.
"I need to take a cold shower immediately" you said and just as you were about to roll out of bed, Namjoon grabbed your wrist.
"I need to shower too" he said, "Let me shower first, I can't bear this heat anymore."
You frowned, "Namjoon I literally can't wait for so long. It's way too hot."
"Baby I can't wait too" he said and you heaved a sigh.
"Rock paper scissors?" you asked but Namjoon shook his head no.
"We can take a shower together, if you like" he suddenly suggested, making your eyes widen slightly and blush.
"No, no, no, no" you immediately rejected, feeling very shy. Namjoon and you had been dating for over two years now and though you had intercourse before it still felt very weird to be butt naked in front of each other in broad daylight and so, at least you were trying to avoid such situations. You would leave the room when he needed to change and you would ask him to leave when you needed to change. You wished you could be more comfortable around him and don't feel shy or embarrassed but you just couldn't help it. Your face would flush red like a tomato.
Namjoon pouted, "Baby, what's the big deal? I have seen it all multiple times now. You don't need to feel shy around me anymore" he softly spoke to you.
You really wanted to change and be more free around him, but it was just so hard to gather up the courage and make the first step.
"But this is different..." you mumbled, avoiding his eyes again because of how embarrassed you felt.
"Baby, it's not that different" he chuckled, finding your reaction cute.
"It is" you muttered, "It's dark when we... do it- but now it's all bright and I don't know it just makes me very nervous."
Namjoon softly smiled at you, getting off the bed and approaching you. He wrapped his arms around you from behind and rested his head on your shoulder.
"Let me show you, that it's all okay" he said, pressing a kiss on your temple. Giving in, you decided for your boyfriend to help you overcome this situation. He guided you into the bathroom.
