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Chapter 15

Ok so I know a lot has happened but this will calm down soon thank you guys for 260 reads remember if you like my book tell your friends and keep reading comment what you think about Vi's baby thanks anyway I hope you like it 😬😬🙈👌😬😬

Mikey's pov
Violet put her hand on the arm rest that is in between us and i interlock our fingers. A lot has happened over this past week or two. First Luke dies and everyone seems to think im ok with it but I'm not I miss Luke to he's my brother for fucks sake. I've known him my whole he lived with me in Sydney and then moved here with me. He's the reason I started to sing. He's the reason I got through Michaela leaving and my dad. I miss him so much I do but I'm not going to sit here and cry over something that I can't fix. I promised Luke one thing when I seen him. I seen him 2days before he died and he made me promise that I will do everything in my power to keep Violet safe so I'm going to do just that. Now that she's caring my baby I'm going to do more then just keep her safe. She is the one I love and I plan to keep it that way.

Violets pov
When we arrived at Mikey's house I opened the car door and walked straight inside. "Violet oh look at you it feels like it's been weeks since you came over come here." Miss Clifford screeched as she pulls me into a hug that I return just as tight." Um could we talk all of us as in me and Mikey and you?"
"Um sure here let's go into the living room."
We all find a seat and sit down. I sit next to Mikey on the love seat and his mom sits across from us. I look over to see Mikey bouncing his knees up and down at a fast pace. He does this when he's nervous. My hand moves over to his and I give him a squeeze before I talk. "ok so um I want well we need to tell you something and I'm not sure how you are going to feel about it but her it is I'm pregnant." I look up to see Karen smiling and looking like she was going to cry. "oh my goodness this is so amazing congrats." She stands up and hugs both of us before dismissing her self for work. Mikey pulls me up to his room and to his bed. "Are you ok?" I ask him hesitating a little. "im ok yeah I just am I don't know I want to kiss you so can we just make out and not worry about this please." His eyes look glossy and his voice is cracking. Getting off the bed I pull him towards it and push him down. I climb on top of him and kiss his lips softly but he wasn't having that he flipped us over and kisses me hard. A moan escapes my lips allowing him to put his tongue in my mouth and explore it. I pull on his hair as he grinds his hips on mine and he lets out a low throaty grunt. "Mikey we should stop." I pull back slight and put my hands on his chest. "yeah your right I'm sorry."
"Mikey what's going on talk to me."
"I'm ok." I look up at him and he smiles a fake smile. Sighing deeply I get up and walk over to him wrapping my arms around his waist and snuggling into his chest. "Your not ok Mikey I know you ok I do and I see it in your eyes and the way you have been looking at me that your not ok so please just talk to me please."
"Violet not now please." He wraps his arms around me tightly but I pull away. "I'm going to go." Grabbing my shoes from beside the bed I walk towards the door. "don't go please."
"Well you don't want to talk about this you just want to kiss and I don't want that Mikey all we do is kiss we haven't even been on a date for fucks sake not to mention your keeping something from me so when you figure out what is going on in your head we will talk because this Mikey the one your acting like is not my Mikey not the one i love."
"I don't know what you want me to do Vi I'm here ok I'm going to be this baby's dad because that's what you want I'm here with you telling my mum first because that's what you want I'm here talking to you because that what you want everything I do is for you ok so just stop acting like I'm not doing anything right because I am ok I really am I'm doing this for you and for Luke and that baby and my self I haven't talked to my sister in about 2 days or Ashton or Calum I'm going crazy ok so if you think that I'm not the person you love anymore then just go ok fucking get out because your not the person I love anymore ether the person I loved was shy and funny geeky but absolutely gorgeous she got me and we were best friends this girl is needy and dependent and-"
I cut him off by leaving the room. I wipe a way a few stray tears and run down the hall. "Violet wait I didn't mean to-"
"Stop ok your right I'm a fucked up bitch that needs you Mikey I do I need you in my life because you are my happiness but your not any better alright so before you flip shit on me look at your self." I walk out the front door only to bump into Calum. Me and Cal haven't talked since Luke died and I wanted to keep it that way. "Hey are you ok." The sound of his voice made my stomach turn in the same way it did when we kissed for the first time. "Yeah." I mumble in response as I run across mikes yard into the safety of my own home.

"Asht-ton." I call from on the floor of the kitchen. Ashton runs down the stairs and his jaw drops when he looks at me. "what happened what is this big mess did you do this?" He looks around the kitchen. Glass bowls and cups are shattered along the counter tops and water covers the floor. "Yeah I-i did I-I'm sor-sorry." With in seconds he's no the floor cradling me in his arms. "what happened vi?" I wrap my arms around his neck and pull my self deeper into Ashton's lap as I break into sobs. "I don't want to be here any more Ashton I'm ready to die. I lost Luke and Tabby both my best friends and now because of this stupid ass baby that I don't even want I'm losing Mikey. My life has turned into this never ending soap opera and I don't like it"