REGRET - Taekook ✔

Chapter 33

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"I'm not a selfish!" Jungkook screamed at the omega.

"Why you all just think about yourself and your pain! What about me huh! Why no one care what I feel, what I want and what I need!" Jungkook cried, voice shaking from all the pant up frustration.

"Why no one seems to realize that they are not the only one hurting! They are not the only one going through pain and hard times!..." jungkook look at Taehyung his eyes shading more tears.

"They're not the only one with a broken heart" he whispered.

"Why you'll just saw your emotions and your feelings, why not mine. Just because I don't show it, doesn't mean I'm not broken too" jungkook look away from the omega.

Taehyung stood there frozen, he don't know what to do now as he listen the alpha crying his heart out infront of him.

"Yes I hurt you! Yes I made you feel left out! Yes I'm the reason you're not happy! Yes I broke you!...but do you ever feel the need to know why?" Jungkook sobbed.

"Did you ever feel like to asked me why I'm doing it. Do you ever feel like to see through me, to see through those cold demeanor?"

"Did you ever do that?" Jungkook asked.

"Because you didn't!" Jungkook answered when taehyung stayed quite.

"You didn't asked me! You just assume that I'm a heartless and selfish person who just care about himself and no one! You just saw your pain, your feelings! You all just starightly accuse me for my actions, never want to go deep in it to know the actual reason! You didn't asked me that why I'm ignoring you! Why I'm not giving you the attention an alpha give to his mate! NO ONE EVER DID!" Jungkook shouted at him.

"N-No one asked me what i want, What I'm going through. Why I'm reacting that way.－no one ever asked if I'm hurt or...if I'm even alright" jungkook wipe his tears shaking his head in denial at every word he utter.

"No one asked me if I'm in pain, if I want their c-comfort, if I want them to just h-hold me. Why?" Jungkook cried loudly.

"No one asked me If I want to cry in their arms and let it all out. No one let me even cry" Taehyung feels the pang in his heart. Because he did realize something. Something he shoud've did before. He never asked the reason, reason of jungkook's behaviour. His coldness towards him or his hateful words.

He just care about himself and his pain. Now who's the selfish here?

"You all think that I'm a trueblood so I'm made of stone, that I never feel the pain, that I never got hurt, that I don't have a heart that I-I can't cry because I'm an alpha and alpha's don't cry" jungkook laugh bitterly.

"You just think about yourself! And your feelings. Didn't asked about my feelings!"

"Just like she did!" Jungkook look at the picture he was holding. "That's the same picture you saw that day right?" Taehyung look at him shocked. "Yes i saw you that day, crying onto the floor when I came home early, you know why I came?" Jungkook look at Taehyung.

"I came that day to give you a chance. Give us a chance, after making a decision to forget everything and starts a new life, with you and our unborn pup at that time" Taehyung breaths heavily listening to everything alpha has to say.

Because it's time now he learn about his side of story.

"She is the reason why I became what I'm today. Those cold shoulders and harsh words, it's all because I've gone through something which was so painful to me to handle myself. Which I don't deserve!" Jungkook has the strong emotion in his eyes when he look at the picture.