Messed Up Love

6

It's mid winters and Rahul and I have come to a grocery store to buy lot of stuff because honestly these guys eats like pigs. I was in between one of the ailes only when i noticed Rahul isn't with me so i turned to another Aile to see KL smiling while talking to girls and no matter how mature i behave i do get jealous. And why wouldn't I? I mean Rahul is just so perfect and he can get literally anyone and he still chose me so me getting jealous is quite evident. I looked at him with my one eyebrow up and shook my head and continued shopping when i felt someone hugging me from behind " Ohh.. So you're done with your today's work? I asked him " What work? He asked me "Of trying to find backup for me" and with that i pushed him "Oh, so you saw. I was meaning to do it behind your back" he answered jokingly "Huh.. Obviously I know you Mr. Casonova" "Hey..You're the only girl i have in my life. So chillll"
"I can see. I'm sure that if i breakup with you tomorrow you'll be having another Girlfriend by day after" i said picking up 2 jars of Nutella " Harshi, you're the only one I love with all my heart i don't think I'll be getting another girlfriend " He said in a very genuine voice "But if you breakup with me am damn sure will be having a Deadbody by day after" he said and i gasped "Haww.. Kl rahul you're ready to kill me, what kind of love is this? "I asked him "Baby the same kind which makes you jealous of other girls " he said pulling my cheeks

"Are you fine? Why are you smiling like a stupid on your own?"I heard Jia say and that made me smile a little more
"Nothing was just thinking about something" I told her "Even i want to know what it is that your smile looked like you're advertising for Happydent? She said "It's just something happened in past and anyways it doesn't matter as things change" i tell her
"Oh please! It definitely matters that's why you have such a big smile" Jia is like a bundle of joy, wherever she goes she spreads joy and that's why rohan calls her Joya I was talking to her only when my eye went behind and saw Rahul coming out of Vanity with Alisha and suddenly my Smile disappeared and my hands curled into fist without me even noticing "He's hot na.? " "Hmm what? " I asked Jia shifting my Attention towards her "Arre this person He's hot na? I'm so damn jealous of his girlfriend man" "hmm" and that's when our eyes met. We both were looking at each other as some staring competition is going because none of us were ready to blink, It felt like our eyes were trying to communicate which we both were not ready to listen and that's when Alisha kissed him and this time it wasn't on cheeks, and i diverted my eyes and left from there.

First day of shoot was over and only i know how badly i wanted to leave this place. Because now my heart was Aching like it can explode any moment and when it does i don't want anyone to see me, and definitely not Rahul. In past two years i have done everything in my hand to try and forget him, but he never left my mind and he stays in my heart as if he owns it. I was in my chain of thoughts when Vashisth called me "Harshita, come here no" and i walked up to him where he was standing with Rahul and his girlfriend "Yeah? " I asked him
"We're just going to Celebrate the first day along with Rahul and Alisha" he told me "Great, you guys deserve it. But i won't be able to come anyways you guys enjoy" i replied "Why? Please harshu don't be a spoil sport "Vashisth whined like a kid
"Vashisth i have got something really important to do that's why i gotta go" i told him " Huh nothing new" I heard Rahul whisper and that made me look at him "Actually Vashisth you're right, Out of all people I deserve it the most. So, lets go And celebrate " I said and walked away from there

"Aaagghh What the fuck i have put myself into?"