Winter Fury - R-Rated -Pt 1 Completed First Draft

Chapter 7

not edited. please... tell me what you think cause I have no idea where this will end up.

She sat at her desk with her head on her arms completely exhausted. Last night had proven oblivious to sleep. Did all that really happen? Did she need to see a shrink? Maybe it was just exhaustion. She should have called in sick and gone to bed. As it was it wasn't long after she arrived that she'd called in her secretary Melissa to handle the work load for the day.

Her own line had rung so often she ended up turning it off. She knew she couldn't avoid it forever but so far this morning she'd avoided seven calls from James and four from an unknown number. She didn't want to talk. She just wanted to sleep and forget about the hours she'd spent pacing through her house in the early hours before dawn spilled through her windows.  No answers came to her. Seeing the looks on the three mens faces last night when she said she was leaving almost had her staying and that scared the hell out of her.

What were they thinking? Why her? She'd been made fun of in the past and knew she was nothing special. Men weren't interested in a body like hers... were they? What the hell were they doing making her feel like this? They had no right! Who damn well cares if they're god like creatures that made you wet just looking at them! They had no damn right to make her want something more. Arseholes probably think it's some sort of game! So why did they look so hurt?

"Babe wake up. Let's get you home so you can sleep properly."

"Go away."

A deep chuckle combined with a hand playing with the fringe of her hair had her slapping at something hard.

"Go away!"

Somewhere in the stirrings of her fighting to stay asleep she could feel a breath pass over her cheek. Subtle pressures as fleeting as a feather made their way around her face.  As she fought to keep her bliss she couldn't help but smile softly at the sweetness these pressures created. Slowly she became more alert and realised that she was being kissed. Her eyes sprung open as she felt the soft touch of a mouth on her own meeting the eyes of a man.

"Hey" he said quietly as she sat up and looked at him.

"Why are you here?"

"You haven't been answering your phone. We were worried."

"James I..."

"Shhhh... no talking now. We can talk when you've had some sleep."

"I was trying to sleep when someone woke me up." she said wryly.

"Real sleep babe. Not just a few uncomfortable minutes on a desk" he stood up and held his hand out to her. "Let's get you home."

"I can get there on my own. I don't need any help." Her protests falling on deaf ears as he pulled her out of her chair.

"Abby I'm going to take care of you whether you want me to or not. Let's go... or I'll punish you" he said cheekily.

Against everything she wanted to do she couldn't help but smile.

"Don't you dare do that again young lady! You still owe me an explanation" he said sternly.

It was at that moment Abby realised how close he was standing to her, her senses overwhelmed. James also seemed to be having his own inner battle.

"Abby" he whispered as he looked into her eyes "let me kiss you."

She was completely stunned but as she was about to protest she felt herself being drawn forwards to him. He was now leaning back against her desk and had spread his legs so he could bring her closer to him. She felt the warmth of his body against hers as his arms engulfed her and he bent his head down to the side of her neck. She gasped as his mouth began tasting her with small sensuous touches and nibbles. She involuntarily gasped at the pleasure she was feeling as she felt him raise her arms to position them around his neck and shoulders as he made his way up to her ear. "Hold me baby" he whispered hoarsely as his mouth met hers. This was not what she expected! Maybe it was simply a reaction to missing sleep? There's no way that this was happening. So why then did it feel real? Why do these non existant lips feel so wonderful on her own? Gentleness coupled with the softness of his mouth had her wishing it were true. His tongue kept finding its way to her lips asking for entrance to her mouth. This was so bizarre! His lips moving on hers slowly became firmer until she thought if this was a dream she may as well enjoy it as her hands meshed within his hair prompting a small moan if satisfaction from him. His mouth changed, now his teeth were nibbling on her lips trying to encourage entrance into her mouth.

So engrossed with what his mouth was doing she didn't realise that his hands had moved until she felt them slowly rubbing her over her arse. She moaned into his mouth and gasped as he grabbed her firmly.

That was all he needed. His tongue entered her mouth in  urgent haste to taste her as he encouraged her to deepen their kiss. Possession was all he wanted

as he took her tongue within his teeth and started to suck. The need to explore becoming urgent as their mouths were joined together as one.

Feeling urges she didn't understand Abby was having an inner battle with herself. As much as she didn't want to stop this she could feel herself losing control and that scared her. Moving her hands down she started to push at his shoulders in a feeble attempt to regain her control.

Realising what was happening James slowly pulled away, taking his time before resting his forehead on hers. Their breaths slowly returning to normal as he held her close. "You're amazing."

Abby buried her head on his chest. The kiss had been so much more than she expected. Now she understood why people raved about their partners being good kissers. What didn't change though was the fact that this man was her best friend. Her gay best friend who had no idea how significant this was to her. She smiled to herself and knew this was better than others had experienced and as she relished in the after tingles of her lips she thought about what he would say if he realised, if he had any idea, that this kiss...was her first kiss.

"I've never kissed a woman before but I could get used to kissing you all the time. That was so..."

Abby looked up at him in surprise "but Sarah..."

"Never kissed her."

"But..."

"Shhhh. Enough talking, we need to get you home so you can sleep. We'll talk after that."

With that she found herself leaving the office, being put into his car and taken to her house. It didn't take long before darkness over took her and she fell into a deep sleep. The last thought on her mind was the kiss.