"Drugs, alcohol and ego; they're all a bad mix."
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I never wanted to come down from the skies above, but eventually reality sucked me back in its tight grasp and sputtered me back to earth like a slippery water ride
It was like this automatic connection as soon as I put the pipe up to my lips
And I knew, I just knew she would be here to stay
There was a fork in my road called life, either walk down the straight meth free path or venture into an unknown destination that could only bring me to dark places
I chose the later for no reason what so ever other than it appealed to me more
Why should I keep trying to explain my actions and thoughts? Nobody is here to listen or make me chose another direction
My friends and family have me on a fishing hook and suddenly now I'm disconnected from it, swimming away with all I've got
Tired of never feeling satisfied with my life and not living up to expectations
Time to make my own way out into this world, wherever it may lead me
Left or right, up or down, side to side, what does it matter?
Every hit I inhale sends me into a steeper climax
And I won't ever drop, not ever
"You should move in with me," Andrew said beside me
Whoa, what?
"I can't tell if you're kidding or not," I said while giving him a disbelieving look
"Trust me, I'm not. I want you here all the time, beside me. Always. You hate living with your parents anyways, so why not?"
I was doubtful until that last question slipped from his mouth
Why not? Why not? Why not?
It was stuck in my head, repeating itself until finally I blurted out,
"Okay, I'm in."
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Let's just say this wasn't going to go over very well with my parents
First, I needed a game plan, one that was bullet proof
The impulsive side of me wanted to take action right this second, but the rational side won over and the wheels in my mind began turning slowly
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Chasing the Addiction
Teen FictionEve considered herself a respectable girl before finally coming to terms with her one flaw: addiction. She always made promises to herself to never drink, never act or dress inappropriate and most importantly never to try any type of drug. However...