THE FORGOTTEN SMILE

22.

All good boys go to heaven

but bad boys bring heaven to you

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P.O.V Maddie

When we got home sat on the couch.

Suddenly my mind went everywhere.

Did you answer to quickly?

Does he really like you? Or did he do it because he feels pity?

Do you really like him?

Is this going to work out?

Maybe it's not really the best thing to into a relationship with the guy you living with?

Does he really want me to be his girlfriend?

'what are you thinking' Dylan asked while staring at me

'nothing' I chuckled. This whole day I only thought about him and I hand how perfect the moment was but maybe I am in a bubble and I need to step put of it so see what's really going on.

'what do you want to do' he asks grabbing

'I don't know' I stare at our hands that are holding each other

'should we watch TV' I knotted.

'Maddie what's going on. You are being distend' he asks when a girl on the Tv kept crying because she couldn't get her cookie

'nothing' I smiled small.

'really'

'really' I assured him but I could see he didn't believe me.

After a while of watching this stupid show my thoughts drove me crazy.

'Dylan' I asked without really thinking about it

'what is it' he turned towards me

'do' I stopped and sighted.

I wanted to ask the question, but I was afraid of the answer.

'do you really like me, or did you ask me because. I don't know, you think I shouldn't be alone. And you shouldn't think about hurting me because I rather know now then when I'm to attached' I started rambling

'Maddie' he stopped me 'what are talking about. Of course I like you'

'really because I get it if you don't. I mean of course I get it, nobody ever really liked my. I am to complicated and'

'Mads' again he cut my off

'yes you may be complicated but I do really, really, really like you. And your worth it' he grabbed my hand again

'worth what' I asked not really knowing what I meant. I mean of course he needs to work to really get my trust and love but you have to do that with every girl, right?

'worth working for. Maddie I know you don't really trust me and I know that saying I love you is hard for you. And I know that you are insecure and you are going to ask if I really like you a lot. And I will tell you every time how special you are and how much I like you and how much your worth it. And I will work my ass of to get your trust and love and maybe even your heart'

This really melted my heart and maybe he does. I mean if he feels pity he won't day this.

'Maddie you are a special one. And I'm not planning to lose you'

Not really knowing what to do I hugged him and just smiled.

'thank you' I mumbled against his shoulder and I could feel him smile while he gave me an kss on my cheek.

'and don't you dare even doubt that I don't like you' I said when I let go fo him

'no promises' I chuckled knowing that I will do that a lot.

'I mean what's not to like about you' he put his arm around me and I chuckled

'don't get me started'

'I won't' he put his head against mine

'oh Dylan' he looked at me

'you told me I have wonderful eyes well yours a like hypnotizing. There like the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen' he chuckled

'your cute'

We then kept watching the show until we got tired and we went to bed.

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'wake up little suzie' Dylan said waking me up

'your so old school' I chuckled sleepy and he smirked

'I know' I opened my eyes seeing him really close to me face

'how late is it' I moaned

'7' he stood up and so did I

'yay school' I said sarcastically yawning

'same' Dylan chuckled and he walked out of my room

'I'll be down stairs making breakfast' he yelled

'wait' I yelled back and he stuck his head into my room

'good morning boyfriend' I smiled

'good morning Girlfriend' he smirked and he then really went downstairs.

I put on black jeans and a pink shirt with 2 red heart. I thought it fitted the situation. I put on my denim jacket, all stars and walked to the bathroom where I put my hair into a ponytail. Then a mascara me and Nina bought caught my eye, should I wear it? Yes. I put in on and walked down the stair.

The smell of Dylan's banana pancakes filled my nose

'pancakes' I smirked and I sat down

'yup' he smiled back and he gave me a pair

'I like you shirt' he sat down next to me

'I know you would' I stuffed my face with pancakes

'hey Mads, how do you want to like act in school' he asked and I gave him a confused look because I literally had no idea what he meant

'like friend or like a couple'

I smiled at the word couple, it's still weird that he's my boyfriend.

'I think we should do what ever we want to. If we want to hold hands, that should be okay but if we don't we should do that' I said

'that is like the best answer' Dylan said making me laugh

'oh and mads, please keep your head up in school. You have nothing to be ashamed of. You beautiful' he said when we both finished our pancakes and stood up.

'I'll think about it' I narrowed my eyes and he shook his head laughing.

We then both grabbed our lunch money and our bags. We stepped into the car and now really went to school.

'do you still remember the real way to school' I asked a bit judging for him not brining me to school yesterday

'yes I do' he rolled his eyes back making me scoff

When we reached school we stepped out and people looked at us. A lot.

'why are people looking' I asked when we reached my locker

'because we both were absent yesterday, they probably think we like had sex or something' he didn't look up from his phone

'that is, something I didn't think of' I said slowly

'cons of dating the bad boy' he winked and I rolled my eyes back

'you are not a bad boy' we started walking towards his locker

'I was' he said

'true, but not anymore right' I said looking for a conformation

'yes, not anymore' he grabbed my hand when we walked to our first period.