Gunshots heavy at the bullet prove glass,
The bombs they threw in attempts to get in,
Still in my head, ringing in pain,
And my temples, they burn,
My head, can't see through the internal fog,
The forest of my thoughts gagging with fire,
Burning up.
I can't see enough to get up straight,
Let alone walk,
My vision turned up on its side.
My heart vibrates through every part of me,
And fades my vision black,
And the tears begin to fall,
Don't you understand,
This is the only thing I've ever wanted to admit,
And not once did I convince my demons,
To put the weapons down.
Stumbling onto the ground,
My vision fades,
As I plead them,
To except who I am,
I cough only to have blood come out,
Don't you know every so often,
I kill off everything and surrender to their doubt,
And my demons they still haunt me.

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