Chapter 21

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" Don't let Zayn ruin your happiness!" Taylor said, after we broke the hug.

"In-fact, show him that your not weak" Harry said

"How do I do that?" I asked. 

Zayn used to be so sweet and used to tell me how he never wants to let go of me. What happened now? I thought us getting married will make our relationship stronger... I guess I was wrong. I know that I will not be able to like anyone but Zayn, if he doesn't like me back  that doesn't mean I'll stop  loving  him and I won't be able to move on, even if I wanted to.

We walked outside and decided to sit on the porch and talk. I felt  home sick so I suggested it.

"you need to show him that you can move on without him" Taylor said like it was easy for me to do.

"I can-" I said but Harry interrupted

"I know you don't want move on but show him that you can" 

"What will that do?" I asked

"He might feel like that he made a mistake of betraying you" Harry responded

"How will I do that?" I asked

"Show him you found another guy, just like he found another girl?" Taylor said, but it sounded more like a question.

"So I pretend to date someone?" I puzzled

"Yeah" Harry nodded

"who will I date?" I asked, I don't want to do that... I don't think I'll be able to.

"Some-one who obviously won't take advantage of this and someone who actually cares about your happiness" Taylor suggested

"I don't know who!" I said, like an annoying person would.

"Just think of guys who care about you" Harry said

I wasn't sure if I wanted to 'date' someone... or fake date someone... I don't think I can so it. So, I guess I should try to change the subject.

"I am hungry!" I said stubbornly

"huh?" Harry and Taylor said at the same time.

" I am pregnant... I need food!" I said

"goodness! what would you like to eat?" Taylor asked, annoyed

"uhmm salad?" I said

"sure, I'll go get it" Harry said, leaving to go inside

"I'll help" Taylor said, following him.

I sat on the porch, thinking...

Why can't everything be the way it was in high school? or in collage? Everything was perfect but then we came to this freaking house and BOOM! all happiness is gone. Zayn and I were perfect and then we start having fights? Why? He asks me to marry him and then he is with another girl! I don't get it.... just why? Me and him were perfect. I guess happiness doesn't stay forever or I guess I don't deserve it.. or Zayn doesn't dererve me... maybe someone better... Emma?

"Here" Harry said, interrupting my thoughts

"thanks" I muttered

they sat beside me and sadly they remembered what we were talking about before

"Think of guys who liked you in school" Taylor told me

Guys who liked me.... I know.... but before I could say who it was, their faces lit up like a light bulb

"RYAN!" They shouted at the same time. I was thinking the same person... Ryan is a great person. And It's so weird when Harry and Taylor say things at the same thing. They think so alike! 

"Great! we'll call Ryan!" Taylor squealed

"Yeah... Ryan will work" Harry said, keeping his cool.

"Are you sure?" I bit my lip

"Yes!" Taylor gave me a little nudge

"We don't even know where he is... no address or phone number... nothing!" I told them

"I know his number!" Harry said proudly.

"okay, so call him and tell him to come" Taylor smiled

"Chill, I got this" He smiled.

"Anyways, you call him, Taylor let's go inside and watch T.V" I suggested

she nodded in agreement and followed me inside to the living room.

We watched T.V  for about eight minutes and then Harry walked in, smiling.

"He said he'll come  so meaning  he'll do it" Harry said.

I knew Ryan would understand. He and me were great friends and I wish we hadn't stopped talking after collage. 

"When's he comin'?" Taylor asked

"Whenever Perry wants" He said looking at me... waiting for me to answer.

"Tomorrow?" I said, without even thinking twice.

"Okay, I'll go tell him that" Harry smiled and walked outside.

" I hope this works" Taylor said, pulling me for a hug

"me too" I squeaked. I am also nervous. I really want the old Zayn back! The one who loved me... only me! I thought our relationship would last forever... I guess I was wrong... unless Fake dating Ryan will change things, I hope so.

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Author's note?: Sooo??? What do you think?????

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