I woke up the next morning, to a sleeping Harry, which was possibly the cutest thing I had ever seen. I got up to go to the bathroom, the sudden feeling of having to pee in the morning taking over my thoughts. I slipped out of the bed, and realizing that I wasn’t wearing pants, or a shirt for that matter...
“Did we...?” I whispered myself, not remembering. I shrugged it off and went to the bathroom, doing my business, brushing my teeth, and putting my hair up. I walked out of the room to see Harry stirring around on the bed, and finally open his eyes.
“Good morning, beautiful” Harry smiled,
“Morning” I said,
“So, last night was pretty crazy” Harry said smiling to himself,
“What do you mean?” I questioned him nervously,
“You don’t remember, eh?” He asked, with a cheeky smile on his face,
“No, I don’t and if you’d like to tell me, that’d be awesome!” I replied,
“Well, it’s kind of a long story” he said, as he laid back down on the covers,
“Why don’t I remember?!”I asked angrily,
“You smoked a lot of weed, like a lot. And I was getting worried, so I brought you back here, away from the people outside who were doing it with you. You were all over me, and things got pretty heated. You were feeling around, and you wanted to go all the way, but I wouldn’t let that happen” He replied, looking out the window,
“Oh...what did we do?” I asked curiously,
“You gave me head, no big deal” He replied nonchalantly,
“Well thanks I guess, sorry for not remembering” I said, ashamed of myself, and mad that Harry was acting like it wasn’t a big deal,
I walked over to the door, to exit the room, and I began walking to the door to leave the suite.
“Hey! Where are you going?” Harry shouted,
“Home, I’ll see you whenever. Bye” I shouted as I shut the door behind me.
I walked down the corridor to the elevator, which I got in and stood there as the empty box began heading towards the ground floor. I got out and walked back to my apartment and I called Sydney and invited her to come over,
“Long time no see!” She yelled as she entered the house, not noticing that I was upset,
“Heh, yeah, been busy I guess” I replied,
“Why are you upset? You seem down, what happened?” She asked with a look of worry on her face,
“Well, Harry asked me to be his girlfriend yesterday...” I began
“That’s so great! But I thought Harry was with Caroline? Weren’t they having a baby together?” She asked confused,
“Well long story short, I went to talk to Louis, which ended up in us fighting more and him calling me a whore. Caroline had the twins, but one of them died unfortunately, and Caroline passed away too, I stayed with Harry the past few days because he was upset, and he has no idea how to take a care of a child” I said, letting her take all of this in, letting myself reminisce,
“Shit, that’s... Oh my God, he must’ve been a mess!” She exclaimed after a while,
“Yeah, so I stayed with him and we got to know each other better, and yeah” I said,
“Oh, well then why are you upset? Do you not like him?” She asked,
“No, I do, I do. He’s great! It’s just... last night he said I got really high, because I don’t remember anything, and he said that I gave him head, and that it wasn’t a big deal. I kind of think it’s a big deal... and I think this might be moving too quickly...” I confessed,
“I’m used to things moving quickly, so I can’t be much help. But I’ll tell you to move at whatever pace you’re comfortable with, if it’s too fast, slow it down” She told me,
“You’re right, but I feel like if I tell him that, he might leave me...” I told her,
“If he does, he’s a total douche” She told me,
“Yeah, I guess I’ll talk to him, not right now though. I just want to chill, wanna watch a movie?” I asked,
“Sureee! GIRLS DAYYYYYY!!” She shouted at the top of her lungs, making me giggle. We scrolled through the On Demand menu until we came across a movie we wanted to watch, and settled in.
As the movie Toy Story 3 came to end, we were both in tears, sobbing like babies. We decided to order Chinese, and I had decided I would go talk to Harry after we ate. As we ate, we laughed and talked and I realized how much I’d missed Sydney for those few months we hadn’t talked. I missed having a best friend, and I was glad that I had her now.
“Alright, guess I’m off now” I told her as I put my plate in the sink,
“Good luck, and don’t worry about it, I’m sure everything will be fine” She told me reassuringly,
“I sure hope so...” I mumbled to myself as I stepped out the door, into the warm Summer air.
I took my time walking there, planning out how I was going to say this to Harry without sounding like a total twat. I reached his apartment and stood there breathing deeply, trying to calm myself down before knocking. I finally pulled myself together and brought my fist to the door and knocked. I heard some rustling inside and the door finally opened to reveal Harry’s smiling face,
“Oh good! You’re here! I thought you were mad at me earlier” He smiled,
“Yeah, I need to tell you something...” I told him quietly,
“Oh well I thought we could go out to a party tonight, it’s gonna be a big one. I can’t go without a date, and I have someone watching Rosie. I haven’t been out in a while, and you’re my sexy girlfriend, I need to show you off” He said smiling, and walking to his room,
“Oh...um alright I guess we can talk later...” I said, upset because he wasn’t really paying attention to me, “I’ll go home and change then”,
“Non-sense! I already bought you what you’re wearing. It’ll make you look great!” He said while he pulled out this short, tight dress that looked like something a total whore would wear.
“I’m not really comfortable wearing that Harry...it’s a bit trampy, and uhh short” I told him, looking at it with disgust,
“Come on babe, for me?” He pleaded,
“No, Harry. I’m not wearing that.” I told him,
“Yes you are, come on” He told me while grabbing my wrist and pushing me towards the bathroom. He closed the door behind me, and I stood there looking in the mirror. He’s never acted like this before, so forceful...it was kind of scaring me.
I put the dress on, not because I wanted to, but because I was afraid of Harry’s reaction. It looked so tight, and it was almost short enough so that my ass was hanging out. I looked so trashy, and I was ashamed of myself for being this cowardly towards my boyfriend, but whatever.
I walked out of the bathroom, and Harry was stood talking on the phone,
“Oh man, she’s gonna look so hot! All the other guys are gonna be so jealous of me, dude!” He spoke,
“What? Oh nah, not yet. I’m hoping I’ll get lucky tonight, if I get her drunk enough” He said into the phone quietly,
“Yeah man, I’m gonna go. See you later man” He said as he hung up,
“Oh hi! Did you just get out?” He asked, hiding his nervousness perfectly,
“Yeah, just now” I smiled, lying through my teeth,
“You look damn sexy, can’t wait to come back later” He said, winking at me,
“Yeah, me either” I told him, faking a smile as we walked out the door. This is going to be interesting...
