Best Dream Worst Reason

Chapter 17

Amy's POV

  Well apparently Zayn knows now. Not sure how I feel about that, but he says he won’t tell Harry or the others for that matter. I really hope he keeps that promise, because I don’t know if I could handle being torn away from Niall right now. I wouldn’t say I’m in love with him, but the emotions I feel for him are the closest thing to love, as I feel right now. Weather he knows it or not he saved me. Not from any physical harm. Rather than from the black hole that try’s to suck my spirit out of me, the internal light that keeps me going. He saved me from myself. I don’t know if he will ever get to know this in fear that it might scare him off. I know eventually I will be fine if things don’t work out when I have had time to heal, but right now my heart can’t afford another loss. By the way Zayn is looking at Niall I think he knows this.

  Niall sits with his arms around me holding the blanket close to me so I don’t get cold. I could tell he was protective of me the way he held me and I can’t say I mind at all. I couldn’t help but get a small smile at the memory of him standing up to Harry even before we had kissed. You can tell a guy is great when he is willing to defend you from your family. “What are you smiling at?” Niall whispered to me. “Not that I don’t love to see you happy,” he added with a small smile of his own.

  “Hmm? Oh nothing just thinking,” I said back staying quiet so I wouldn’t disturb Zayn as he watched a movie.

  “Thinking about what?” he asked his smile getting a little bigger making me mirror him with mine. I shrugged not really wanting to share for fear of embarrassment. “Okay,” he said kissing my nose. This only made me smile more for the fact that I knew he would never push for an answer even if it were for something small and pointless.

  “So when do you guys actually have a concert?” I asked liking the conversation that held no importance for a change.

  “Tomorrow night right after you have that interview,” Oh joy my interview. I’m not scared for it, it’s more I just would rather not do it. Harry’s the famous one not me though I know it’s impossible I would have liked to keep it that way.

  “Can I come watch?” I wouldn’t mind finally getting to see a One Direction concert. It will still be cool even if I live with them now. Niall gave a small chuckle. “What just because I know you guys doesn’t mean I’m not a fan still,” I defended. This only made him laugh harder.

  “I’m sure we can work something out,” he said chuckling slightly. “So you were… are a fan,” Niall said getting a cocky little grin. I rolled my eyes at him but nodded. “Who was your favorite?” he pressed.

“I never could choose I would always say you’re each my favorite in your own ways,” I said with a small smile knowing he would have know way around that. Apparently I was right because Niall started to pout

“That’s not fair you’re cheating,” he said still holding his pout. I shrugged and stuck my tongue at him so he knew that was the only answer he was getting. “Fine you want to play that way?” Niall challenged before going to tickle my side. Well jokes on him.

“I’m not ticklish Niall,” I said keeping a straight face, well almost. I was smirking at him as he let out a huff in frustration.

“You’re no fair,” he said rather childishly making me laugh. Niall kept trying to tickle me for a few seconds till he realized it was hopeless.

“Hey love birds I’m trying to watch a show,” Zayn said teasingly. I felt my cheeks redden with being called love birds. “Awe look I made her blush.

“Shut up Zayn,” I said smacking his arm before crossing my own and pouting. This made both boys laugh. Oh joy lets laugh at Amy. Meh whatever its just Zayn and Niall.