If Loving You Is Wrong

Samantha and Cyn Talk

Cyn
Right now we are at the table enjoying dinner and then Erica asked Matt to show her and King around their home. I was skeptical at first but I understood what she was doing. 

Erica: Matt could you show me and King around

Matt: Yeah sure

Cyn:*whispering to Erica* Babe what are you doing

Erica: Talk to your daughter Cyn *smiling and kissing Cyns cheeks* Come King

King: Okay mommy

Matt Erica and King left

Cyn: Sooooooo *looking down at her fingers*

Sam: I really want to know why did you give me up for adoption

Cyn: I knew this day would come and you would want to know the truth

Sam: Why *looking at Cyn*

Cyn: Well Samantha I was young when I had you. Things happened between your father and I that I wish never happened *sits next to Samantha* Listen your father name was Keishaun or Tripzy as an artist. He abused me throughout our relationship and he even had his friends rape me *tears falling*

Sam: Don't cry Cyn *wipes her tears*

Cyn:*smiling* You are your mama's child

Sam: I did come out of you duh *laughing*

Cyn:*laughing* When I was pregnant with you I honestly wanted to get an abortion but I didn't and I am glad because you are a wonderful child. I gave you up for adoption because I didn't want you growing up in the environment I was in. When they took you I left your father. At the time we was married and when I left I divorced him or at least I thought I did

Sam: Where is my father now 

Cyn:*in her mind* Should I tell her the truth or lie* 

Sam: Cyn

Cyn: Your father is dead and honestly I am glad because the things he did to me hurt me in more ways than anyone could think. So here we are ten years later and you are all grown up 

Sam: I'm glad I didn't live in that life because I wouldn't be the girl I am. Mom and dad raised me right and I want to get to know you 

Cyn: I want that more than anything 

Sam: Your famous though and so is Erica 

Cyn: We keep to ourselves  now that we have a family 

Sam: So I have a big brother and a little brother 

Cyn:*smiling* Yes 

Sam: Mom and Dad adopted another child right before mom died 

Cyn: I'm sorry about your mom 

Sam: It's okay because I lost one parent and now I got two 

Cyn:*smiling* I don't want you calling Erica and I mama and mommy unless you are ready 

Sam: Thank you Cyn

Cyn: You have three sets of grandparents. Your fathers parents my parents and Erica's parents. You know what else 

Sam: What 

Cyn: You have a lot of aunts and uncles but we call them Tia and Tio 

Sam: Why

Cyn: That means Aunt and Uncle in Spanish 

Sam: Oh 

Cyn: Let's go and meet up with the others