Who Am I Now?

Chapter 28

Ch 28

While I'm cooking i get a text from josh. I quickly wipe off my hands an look at it. I has been weeks since hes texted me. I brush my hair out of my face an read the message 

"Hey Jenny I'm heading to the beach house this weekend and was wondering if you wanted to come, my family misses you"  

its only Tuesday and I'm not sure what Aleck has planed. Some part of me wants to go really badly and that scares me a little. A lot of things have scared me lately. I don't know if i want to go or if i even can. I bite my lip and text back. 

"Umm im not sure can i get back to you on that" 

I put my phone down and I'm about to resume cooking when my phone goes off again. 

"Ok we are leaving friday so just let me know" 

"Will do" 

I put my phone down and resume cooking with a huge smile plastered on my face.

After dinner i go up to my room. I pull out my stash of magazines and start looking at baby things. This has been my guilty pleasure ever since my 2 weeks of bed rest. I cant help but imagine what Ethan and Elliot will look like. I love picturing Elliot in these cute little frilly dresses that until i got pregnant i hated. I love imagining the future with the twins and even Aleck. I think he is actually going to stick around. I got really lucky with him. He will be an amazing father figure to them. After a while i get tired and drift off

"Jenny wake the F up! Its wednesday you better not have forgot! You promised we would go shopping with me today!"

All i can manage is a groan

"You are so lucky you're getting fat or i would so pull you out of that bed"

"Im not that fat" i mumble into my pillow

She laughs and her voice softens "you're right you're not now get up sleepy head"

"What time is it"

"Eleven"

"Crap i really did sleep in"

"Ya now get up"

"Help?"

She sighs then laughs "sure thing"

I jump in the shower quickly and when i walk back into my room Sam is sitting on my bed holding some of my cloths.

"Put these on"

"Do i have a choice"

"Do you ever"

I don't even respond i just grab the cloths and get dressed. She picked out some dark wash jeans and a hot pink tank top. I let her braid my wet hair and put a little make-up on me before we leave. I swear she loves to dress me up and act like I'm her personal barbie. Ha ha but i love her. On our way to the mall shes practically bouncing in her seat.

"Dude Sam are you on crack"

"No silly I'm just happy"

"Why"

"Because i have a mall buddy again"

"You my friend are phyco"

"Maybe"

"Should i be scared"

"Maybe a little"

She laughs evilly and turns up the music. My friends a phyco!

When we get to the mall she jumps out and then drags me out of the car.

"Dude Sam chill, pregnant lady here be gentle" i say with a smile on my face. I love this girl.