Who Am I Now?

Chapter 4

Ch 4

Josh POV

I look at her arm and see a bruise I look at her face and also see another on on her face from where her make-up came off. I feel anger well up in me. I push the hair out of her face

"who did this to you"

She looks down "no one"

"tell me jen"

She sighs "chase"

I feel the anger grow in me"who's chase"

"my boyfriend...."

why would she be with such a creep

All of the sudden she looks up and starts rambling "that's why I pushed you away and he didn't mean to he loves me"

i shake my head "anyone who does this to you doesn't love you"

The tears start pouring "yes he does he has to!"

She falls into my arms sobbing. How could somebody do this to her shes so delicate I could never hurt her. I felt a strange feeling of protection over her I had to protect her. She finally looks up there is make up running down the bruise on her cheek, her lovely cheek.

"josh" she whispers

"yes"

"you cant tell any one please"

And with those words my heart breaks because I know that she asked and I would do anything for her

"ok jenny"

She looks up with big eyes "you called my jenny"

"oh I'm sorry"

"no no I like it it makes me feel safe again its what every one used to call me"

I pull her in close to me "you cant see him again"

She hesitates "ok"

I don't know if she is lieing but I hope shes not. She falls asleep and I carry her to the car as im buckling her in I see her other wrist that has 3 cuts on it. I freeze did she do this to herself? There is no way that I could take her home like this my mom and sister are gone so I decide to take her to my house. We get to my house and I carefully take her inside up stairs and lay her on my bed taking her shoes off

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Jens POV

I wake up and slowly open my eyes where am I. I tried to remember what happened last night. The last thing I remember is crying in joshes arms.i suck in a breath.omg he knows my secret! I sit up fast.that was a bad idea I felt a wave of dizziness. I had to leave before he woke up this had to stop now. I pull the covers off me.

"where do you think you are going"

umm I have to leave my family is probably worried"

"nope I texted them from your phone said you were staying at a friends house, plus we need to talk"

Crap I cant avoid this "about what"

"jenny please look at me you cant keep seeing him and you have to stop hurting yourself"

"w-w-what do you mean"

"jenny I saw the cuts on your arms you have to stop"

I look down at my hands "i know"

He wraps me in a hug and I actually smile. Ok I had to do this now or I never would

"where is my phone"