Chapter 44

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Demi

I'm terrified, I didn't want to leave her room, she's gotten so bad. After I'd left her room I sat outside her door, I just needed to know she was okay. Dallas walked out of her room and I put my finger to my lips as to tell her to be quiet, she nodded and sat next to me

"what are you doing?" Dallas whispered wrapping her arms around me

"I'm terrified, Dal, I don't want to leave her" I whispered back, biting my lip to stop the tears from falling

"Dem, it's okay to cry, I'd rather you crying then keeping it all in, you know what that does" Dallas rubbed her hand up and down my back 

"I need to be strong" she looked at me sadly

"Dem, you know that it's bad to keep your emotions all bottle up, what if you re-relapse" I stopped biting my lip and let a tear roll down my cheek

"that's it baby, let it out" Dallas cooed moving my head to rest on her shoulder 

I made sure to keep quiet, as I was outside of Bea's room to make sure she was okay, and I had to be able to hear if something went wrong. I loved moments like these where I got to sit and snuggle with my older sister, they weren't rare but they didn't happen often, so I love these moments

"I'm sorry Demi, Dally, Mads, Momma and Daddy" I immediately shot up, Dallas quickly followed my actions. I ran over to her door and tried to open it, but it was locked. My hands were shaking and my heart was beating against my chest

"Dallas the key, above the door" I whispered, she reached and grabbed the key.  My fingers fumbled to get it in the lock

"fucking door" I unlocked it and pushed the door open

I stopped completely, I couldn't process what was in front of me, it was like everything around me was going in slow motion. I couldn't talk, I couldn't breathe and I couldn't move, I could only stare.

"no baby, step down" Dallas came into my view as she walked closer to our little sister

"stay away Dallas" Bea screamed as Dallas got closer

"if you step closer I'll jump" she threatened, Dallas stopped in her tracks

"please baby, let's just talk about it" Bea shook her head and slipped her neck into the noose

"NO!" I screamed, suddenly finding my voice

"Demi?" a tear rolled down her cheek

"No you aren't supposed to be here, you aren't supposed to see me like this" she whispered, her neck still in the noose

"babygirl, please take your neck out, please" she shook her head as tears fell from her eyes

"Hermosa I'm home, and I brought Marissa back with me" Wilmer called 

"please babygirl" I said stepping next to Dallas

"Demi" she whimpered

"shh babygirl, I'm right here, please just take your neck out" she slipped her neck out of the noose

I ran forward and wrapped my arms around her, pulling her away from the rope.I sighed in relief when I had her in my arms, I knew that we had no options left anymore, we had to have that meeting. I sat down and placed Bea so she was facing me in my lap, Dallas came and sat down next to us, wrapping her arms around us. I wanted to breakdown, but I couldn't, not in front of Bea. Dallas must have noticed as she unwrapped her arms from around us and took Bea from me

"I'm going downstairs with her, go be with Wilmer don't bottle up your emotions Dem"she whispered,  I nodded

"don't let her go, please Dal" she nodded and kissed my forehead

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