Why?

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This chapter is full of drama! So here goes.....

I broke the kiss. I couldnt kiss Harry, I love Niall. "Harry, I'm sorry... I love Niall and you know that. I just cant move on that quickly." I said, sorrow filled my voice.

"But, Niall is dead." Harry said.

What? Niall is what? No he cant be! Please God no. This cant be happening! Another loved one dead? No...."He is dead?" I asked, a heart broken tear tumbled down my cheek.

"Im sorry Jess..." Harry said, pulling me into a comforting hug.

Thats all I needed at this moment in time, a hug. Hugs comfort me. Why does life hate me? why does life always hate me? "Harry..." I said, sobbing into his chest.

"Yes?" Harry asked, resting his chin on my head.

"How did he die?" I asked, sobbing even more.

"Err... He... Ash gave him the wrong medicine." Harry stuttered.

I just sobbed even more. I want to wake up from this nightmare, but unfortunately for me this isnt a nightmare, its reality. "Life really does hate me..." I said into Harry's chest.

"It doesnt." Harry said kissing me on the forehead.

I let go of Harry and walked over to the bed. It was metal,squeaky and extremely uncomfortable. I lay on it, and rested my eyes. Before I knew it I was fast aslesp.

*Dream*

"Mum? Dad?" I asked, seeing faint figures in the distance.

I started running, but I wasnt moving. My legs just moved as if they were moving, but my surroundings stayed still. "Mum!" I shouted.

Just the echo of what I said filled this vast land. It was pure nothingness. "Dad!" I shouted, louder than before.

The two figures started to move. They were becoming more distant by the second. The more I tried to run, the more they disappeared.

*End of dream*

My eyes flickered open, to the same dull, grey room. Harry was gone. He had disappeared just like my parents in the dream. Well he isnt gone forever unlike some...Niall... Niall is gone. This is really not fair, my life feels empty without Niall. My life isnt worth living without 'my' Niall. It may sound cheesy, but i am lost without Niall.... I start to hear quiet mumbling so I get up and walk towards the door that leads up to the main house. I press my ear up against the door, to hear quiet sobbing. The more I press my ear onto the door, the louder it becomes. "Its ok Niall..." I hear Louis say.

Nialls upset... why? WHAT THE HELL?! Niall? NIALL IS ALIVE? I am seriously dreaming. I pinch myself to try and wake myself. This all seems so real to me... Harry lied? Why would he do that?

~Alessia <3

This chapter was fun to write:P

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