20 part 2

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Niall's P.O.V

Laying in bed that night I almost burst into tears again, but this time I don't think it was out of happiness; I felt my chest tighten and the drowning sensation came, making my breaths come out weaker and weaker, I through myself to the floor and crawled to my desk ripping my phone from its charger speed dialing #1

I heard the person pick up but all I managed was help, then darkness.

"Wake up darling, open them pretty eyes"

I squinted as a bright light enveloped my vision

"Turn off the lights" the person ordered, making the room go dark

I finally managed to open my eyes to see two pairs of worried eyes watch me, I was confused for a second but it all came crashing down, making me jump into his arms

"Louuu" I cried out as he wrapped his arms around me, rocking me gently as he whispered sweet nothings to me.

I felt a hand rub my back, immediately picking up it was Liam, but tears took over my body as it shook as I cried out, making Lou hold on to me as tight as possible

"Shh, shh darling it's going to be alright" after several kisses to my cheeks Lou wiped away the tears, I took a deep breath, making the dry shudders go away.

"Tell me what's wrong baby" Lou mumbled against my hair

"Z-zayn" was all I managed before tears flood from my eyes once again

I felt Lou tense, making me look up; His warm blue eyes were icy solid as his eyes blazed with fury, he placed my head in between his hands

"Niall did he do something" he said very sternly, I could hear the way he was straining his voice trying to control his anger

I shook my head for a no

"Niall you could tell me if he did something, I'll beat him until he can't take one more breath of air-"

"Lou calm down" Liam told him gently, placing a hand on Lou's shoulder

"No" He snapped shrugging his lovers hand off and turned his attention back to me.

"Niall you need to-"

"No "I sobbed out

Instantly Lou relaxed, bringing my body closer to his

"Okay baby then what? Cause im not understanding why you're crying"

"B-because he took me to an Ed Sheeran concert, I-I love Ed so much" I wailed

"Uh... okay" Liam mumbled as Lou gave him a quick glare, shutting him up.

"Babe that's great but I still don't understand why you're crying" Lou tried to reason with me.

I pulled away from his arms and took steady breaths

"Im not suppose to feel this way, I don't get too" I screamed out

Lou tried to pull me back into his arms but I resisted

"Babe you need to be quieter" he tired to silence me but I was on a roll.

"My heart feels like im being ripped in half Lou. . .one side is telling me to forgive and forget and be with zayn and shit out rainbows but the other half is telling me to finish what I started" I broke out, doing my best to control the aching feeling on my chest about to break.

"Aw Ni you can have both-"

"No I can't have both Louis, I can't! Every fucking day I got to that hell and I'm reminded and when I remember I feel like im suffocating... but I put on a face and smile for the people who hurt me in a way that can never be repaired... im broken they've finally broken me" I sobbed out, letting Lou hold me but I wasn't finished

"T-then zayn comes and makes me feel all these things that I swore to myself I will never feel again... people say love is the best feeling in the world but they're fucking wrong, it kills you until your very last breath.." I dropped my head as tears rolled down my cheeks and to my thighs, my eyes felt raw but my emotions were killing me.

Lou wrapped me in a hug as Liam did the same for my back; I was completely covered in between them, making me feel a little bit less sad.

After minutes of just sitting there in between their arms my breath went back to normal and my eyes drooped with sleep

Lou broke the silence as he gave me one last kiss

"I don't know what's going to happen Niall but I promise you this I'll be with you every step of the way even when you don't want me too, I'll be here with open arms" then he handed me to Liam and he placed me under my covers and gave me one last kiss on my forehead and told me he will be by my side no matter what; I mumbled incoherent words as sleep overtook me, but not until Liam and Lou left my mum walked in and gave me a kiss on the cheek, instantly bringing warmness to my body, but I felt a drop hit just below my chin; my mum was crying... I tried to fight my sleep but I was too far gone so all I could do was hold on a few minutes hearing my mum cry

"Im so sorry baby, what kind of mother has I've been? Not noticing my baby's sadness, forgive me Niall"

I felt a few more kisses with tears

"B-but for now sleep my child, god has given you a chance to rest. Goodnight my angel"

Then Darkness.

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