The untold story of Kitty Pryde.

awake and elightenment

* kitty has been is hospital a day as Logan walks in with a bag of her things and her laptop*// Kitty- you're the best, was alfred pissed off?// Logan- more annoyed that you refuse to see anyone?? Kitty- it's not that I'm refusing I just don't have the energy for peopole right now// Logan- I can understand that * she takes her bag and walks into the bathroom to get changed*// Kitty- at least you got the comfy underwear// Logan- you're lucky I even got you some, next time ask one of the girls to do it for you// Kitty- why would I when I have you to do it for me// Logan- yeah, you should be lucky * she looks at the bandages in the mirror* soon as we get out of here we can go get some real food * she feels insecure as she covers herself in her t shirt and examines the bruises* get something like burgers or some fried chicken.. what do you say? kit? * she walks out of the bathroom and sits on the bed opening her laptop*// Kitty- I'm not going anywhere with this face * she begins to do research on omega red and sends emails to Nick and then does more research on hydra as Logan sit's beside her helping her as she looks at Logan soon as things about him and omega red's taskforce team comes up and he goes stiff and he stands up*// Logan- I'll go get us some snacks // Kitty- Logan * he walks away ashamed about what he did in his past as kitty keeps doing research until a call comes through and she answers it* // Fliss- hey// Kit- hey, you okay?// Fliss- better for seeing you, how you holding up?// Kitty- I'm okay, can't wait to get outta this place// Fliss- what happened? * kitty hesitantly explains* so now Logan is acting funny?// Kitty- yep amoung other things// Fliss- and what does that mean for you guys?// Kitty- nothing, as usual// Fliss- it's obvious he cares but you and I know how hard it is to be involved with someone like this, going public meant painting a target on your back// Kitty- it also means pushing away the ones you love * kitty drinks her drink and sighs*// Fliss- sit him down and ask him// Kitty- I've tried that, the answer is still the same and I'm fine with it// Fliss- but you're not // Kitty- I know but what can I do// Fliss- sleep with the sexy hydra assasin// Kitty- so not funny, and also that is a no// Fliss- I mean there is always superman// Kitty- no way you like him// Fliss- it's true and the flash  and arrow // Kitty- I approve of arrow// Fliss- you know him// Kitty- ofcourse I do, we were in the league together, I'll introduce you one day// Fliss- that day being now?// Kitty- no, anyway how was your date// Fliss- not bad I'm seeing him again saturday// Kitty- ooh 3 dates, you think he is expecting more// Fliss- oh I'm expecting more * they laugh*// Kitty- just keep your location on and stay in touch yeah * kitty holds her stomach in pain*// Fliss- still bleeding?// Kitty- yeah they said it will be a couple days before I stop// fliss- let's hope if you get kidknapped they're bring you some pads// kitty- not funny//Fliss- see I thought I was * logan walks in with a bag and she looks up and smiles* hi Logan// logan- hi, you alright?// Fliss- yeah I'm good thanks, how're you// Logan- I'm alright, here kit * gives her the bag of things* got you some pads and stuff to help// Fliss- oh my what a gentleman * he grunts and sits in the chair beside her as kitty meets his gaze and she smiles as he nods*// fliss- Kit I gotta go, my mom is calling me, I'll text you later// Kitty- no worries Fliss, speak to you later// Fliss- bye Logan// Logan- bye Fliss * fliss hangs up as Kitty closes the laptop sighing as he phone rings and and she answers it*// Kitty- hello?// Dick- get to the hospital now, It's Bruce, he's waking up * she looks as Logan before grabbing her things*// Kitty- you gotta take me to the hospital// Logan- we're at the hospital?/ Kitty- no Gotham, my dad's waking up * Logan grabs her hand as they rush out past the doctors asking them questions and into the car as Logan drives and Kitty sighs overwhelmed and she looks at Logan who grabs her hand and holds it tight as she feels the emotions so intensley and Logan drives faster to get to the hospital, Kitty can't speak and Logan doesn't attempt to start a conversation as they get to the hospital and Logan speeds to park up and they get out of the car and Kitty grabs Logans hand as they rush up the stairs and past the doctors to his room to see him yelling and pulling out the needles in his hand as Alfed and Dick desperatley try to calm him*// Kitty- dad * he looks over at Kitty moaning and tears in his eyes as doctors are yelling at him and trying to pin him down as he's lashing out and Kitty runs up to him and grabs his shoulders to make him look at her*// Dick- TELL HIM CALM DOWN//Kitty- dad look at me * he is pushing her away* LOOK AT ME!! DAD!! IT'S OKAY * a needle is brought out and Alfred looks away heart broken*// Kitty- no you're not injecting him with that?// Alfred-he needs to be calm * he is pulling wires out as he kicks the doctor with the needle away and pushes kitty off him as she stands up and sees him kick Dick away*// Kitty- BRUCE STOP IT PLEASE!!  STOP! * Logan walks in and grabs his arm as Dick grabs the other as another doctor walks in and Kitty grabs his face dripping with sweat and looks in his eyes with tears down his face and tears stream down her face*// Kitty- dad * her heart is hurting seeing the fear and confusion in his eyes as he is injected and he slowly calms down as there is a lot of talking and Kitty just holds his face until he calms and she wipes away his tears as Alfred talks to the doctors and Dick walks by Kitty looking down to hide the tears and Logan walks to the door loking at Kitty who is whispering reasurance to Bruce as his eyes close and he falls silent*// Dick- why'd he react like that?:/ Kitty- he probably thought it was the fear gas, he's been in a coma for a long time he's confused but he need's to stay still until they acess his back// Dick- he was like a maniac Kit, what if hes traumatised// Kitty- we're all traumatised, so what?// Dick- what if he isn't the same Bruce?// Kitty- that's bullshit and you know it// Dick- he's human, I'm human, people can't always come back from these things// Kitty- what the fuck are you saying Dick?// Dick- that's not our dad, get that out of your fucking head he is broken and he might not recover mentally// Alfred- enough the both of you, these petty arguments are not what master Bruce needs// Dick- whre was you huh? laid up in hospital because of a a psycho, where is he? almost beaten to death, Bane broke his fucking back// Kitty- i was there remember// Dick- too many people are hurt and dead, and we got a kid out there doing the same shit that got Jace killed// Kitty- shut the fuck up Dick// Dick- I don't want no part in this// Kitty- well it's too late for that// Dick- no, not it's not. I'm not doing this anymore kit, Bane is still out there and we can't even touch him. can't do this anymore Kit// Kitty- fine * turns away* your're a fucking let down grayson// Dick- fuck you Kit, you left him so go run around with the mutants// KItty- watch your fucking mouth, I did not leave him, you left him// Dick- good things I did, wheres Jace huh? look at dad now * she turns ad shoves him as he looks at her annoyed*// Kitty- YOU FUCKING LEFT!!! JACE DIED BEING A HERO YOU WERE A COWARD// Dick- JACE DIED GOING AFTER THE JOKER FOR YOU!! HE DIED BECAUSE OF YOU * kitty stands there with tears streaming down her face* I'm sorry I didn't mean that// Kitty_ GET OUT!! ALL OF YOU GET THE FUCK OUT NOW!!! GO!! * everyone leaves as Logan walks to her*// Logan- pryde// Kitty- you too, please just go away // Logan- okay * he looks at her with pity and walks away closing the door as Kitty cry's on the floor by Bruce hysterical* * she eventully pulls herself up on the chair tears spilling from her eyes as a nurse comes in to check on Bruce asking her if she would like a coffee and she declines as she leaves. Kitty pulls out her laptop doing some coursework for her degree and eating some snacks as Tim walks in*// Tim- hey// Kitty- hey... you here alone// Tim- no alfred just dropped me off// Kitty- did he say what happened// Tim- a bit, so Bruce woke up in a bad way and now Dick is quitting the team// Kitty- he already quit the team Tim// Tim- yeah I know but he's not coping well// Kitty- i know// Tim- it's not your fault// Kitty- what?// Tim- it's not your fault// Kitty- I know// Tim- about Jace * she puts her laptop away and looks at him annoyed* I know what Dick said and I want you to know it's not your fault// Kitty- Tim shut up// Tim- you should'nt be blaming yourself for his death or anything that has happened *tears threaten to spill as she glares at him* you are doing everything you can// Kitty- just stop talking!// Tim- I know you are holding onto lots of guilt and I want you to know nobody blames you so you need to stop blaming yourself * tears run down her face* Jason would be so proud of you but I don't think he'd blame you so please let go of the guilt * she breaks down crying as Alfred rushes in and wraps his arm around her// Alfred- it's quite alright miss kitty, let it out and when it is all gone we make some space for healing * kitty is hysterical as she grabs her bag and wallks out of the hospital rushing as fast as she can and walks through gotham city to the florist and buys some flowers and then walks back to the mansion and through the gates and walks into the house and dumps her bag in her room and changes her sanitry pad before feeding koda and then walking to Jasons grave with the flowersand stadning there as Koda stands beside her wagging his tail, she just stares at the grave with so much emotions and tears in her eyes as she looks at Koda and scratches his ear before leaning down to put flowers on his grave and she sits down as Koda lays down his head on her lap as she strokes his head, she thinks of all the arguing and fights she had with Jace but how much she loved him but holds guilt for his death, Kitty sits there for awhile before going into the mansion and checking her messages and ignores one from Logan and she calls clark kent off an unknown number*// clark- hi, this is clark// batgirl- I need your help// clark- batgirl?// batgirl- yeah, can you meet me at crime alley at 8?// Clark- yes but why?// batgirl- I'll tell you when you get here superman * she hangs up and sighs before going to the batcave and tracking bane before ignoring calls from Nick and some from Tim before she takes some medication and changes her bandage and then putting on her suit before sighing and getting into the batmobile and doing a patrol before and then going to the alley and sitting on the car waiting for superman as so many thoughts go through her head as he lands infront of her smiling// batgirl- thank you for coming// Superman- you sounded like you needed help// batgirl- I need your help with Bane// Superman- ofcourse, what do you need// Kitty- after weeks of tracking I have a location on Bane but I haven't done anything because I wasn't strong enough but I know you are, and the bats would kill me for asking you for help but I need you to take him down with me// Superman- back to arkham... right * she looks down*// batgirl- yeah so long as he can't hurt anyone else// superman- are you alright?// batgirl- yeah, get in and don't tough nothing * they get in the car and kitty drives off while typing on the sceen to a location*//batgirl- I have the place bugged so we have to wait for the perfect time to attack// Superman- so can I know who you are?/ batgirl-no// superman- seems like an unfair disadvantage if you ask me// Kitty- nobody asked you// Superman- you have the same attatude as the batman, all serious// batgirl- this is serious so can you focus// Superman- where has the bubbly batbaby gone// batgirl- gone, can we focus now please// superman- I have a theory who you are// Batgirl- keep it to yourself and focus clark, I need you to take this guy down and I need you to do it with less casualties please. his helmet gives him his power, the tubes contain the liquid that allows him to power up// Superman- batman explained all this to me before// batgirl- so you'll know removing the power source is excruiciatingly painful... I want him to feel pain// Superman- that's a little dark even for you// batgirl- he deserves it// superman- I can't deny that but I can't use my powers to hurt anyone no matter how much they deserve it// Batgirl- I know... I know I I just want him to feel the pain he caused batman okay * her eyes tear up again as superman looks at her taking a deep breathe*// Superman- he hurt the bamtan I know but we can do this the right way// batgirl- I don't think I want too, not after what the Joker done to Robin, what if I'm making the same mistakes// Superman- you are not making the mistakes, you are stopping those who are making them * she looks aside at him taking in his words as he smiles and with sad eyes she smiles back*// * they get to the docs and they both sneak up to stalk Bane as clark get's up to intervine and batgirl pulls him down and shakes her head as guns shoot at them and clarks stands infront of kitty as bullets bounce off him looking smug as Kitty watches as Bane get on the boat with a couple of men and kitty runs off and clark takes out the men as Kitty runs and climbs on the crates and jumps onto the boat onto a gunman and then takes out 3 gunmen as clark lands and tilts his head smiling*// Bane- I didn't think you'd stop me, you have been keeping your distance latley... and you brought a friend// batgirl- give it up, I'll not give you nother chance * he laughs as he activates his powers and his mucles buldge and grow veins as Kitty looks at clark// Batgirl- be my guest// Clark- thank you M'lady bat * she rolls her eyes as she goes to a shipment and uses her batterangs to open the box's and finds chemicals and some money in another as she walks out of the room to be hit in the stomach with a gun and she yells in pain and fall's to her knees as the gunman laughs and hit's her in the ribs with a gun again so she tackles him and then clark picks him up and throws him into the crates*// superman- are you hurt? * he puts out a hand as she takes it he pulls her up and she winces and groans*// batgirl- I hope he hasn't bust my stitches// superman- stitches? you're hurt and you have come to face Bane// Kitty- yeah I also had surgerey yesterday too * groans in pain* just go take care of Bane and I'll turn this boat around and call up Gordan// Superman- I think we need to get you help// batgirl- just do it! * he looks at her with a frown of concern and fly's off to deal with Bane as Kitty takes in the boat as it stops at the docs she walks out to see Clark and Bane fighting as she sprints up behind Bane and uses her batterange to slice his tube then pulls on it as she is pushed away and she lands on the floor in her ribs in pain as she stands up and sees Bane smack superman away and looks at her*// Bane- you stupid little bitch// Kitty- say hi to the Joker for me *throws a batterang at his tubes as he grunts and charges at her as she ducks under his punch and grabs her batterang before slicing more at the pipes and he elbows her in the shoulder and she stumbles before he grabs her by her throat and she uses her batterang to slit his wrist as he drops her in shock  and he grabs his wrist to stop the bleeding as clark looks on she watches him no emotion as he is withering in pain and the veins in his head buldge along with his eyes and she jumps up and kicks him in the face and then the stomach before he stumbles back and they fight one another until Kitty keeps hitting him with repeated hits and she stabs him with the batterang in the lung as he looks at her in shock*// batgirl- that is for my bats * she looks in his eyes as she pulls the batterang out and superman looks on in shock as the blue lights show and she looks aside before putting her batterang away*// superman- what the hell are you thinking// Batgirl- he will survive, I'm not trying to kill him// superman- that was uncalled for// batgirl- I promise you it is not * they stare off as Kitty is emotionless and clark looks shocked and disgusted* she walks away to the batmobile as he folows*// superman- hey... HEY * grabs her arm* what was that back there // Kitty- I just wanted him to feel a little pain, because I am sick of him judt doing what he fucking wants// superman- so you stab him? * she pulls away and keeps walking to the car* answer me, I didn't sign up for this, I did you a favor// batgirl- thank you and I'm sorry I involved you * she takes a deep breath and holds her stomach before closing her eyes and she opens the car door as clark steps infront of the door *// Superman- you should've warned me before you go stabbing people * she looks down*// Kitty- you don't understand// superman- no, I don't understand why you need to be so violent * she looks ahed dissacociating as tears fall down her face*// superman- I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you... batgirl? what is it?// Kitty- just leave me alone okay? I don't know why I done it oay? my job is this voilent and I know where to stab someone and keep them alive because I was trained as a child to do it// Superman- not by batman// Kitty- no by killers so just fucking leave me alone! * she shoves him as he stands there* I don't know why I hurt him it was either hurt him or hurt myself and I am hurtitng enough so it's his turn he hurt the people I care about * she shoves him again* and you know what I really really wish I was hurting myself but too many people are relying on me and I can't do it * she has tears running down her face* I can't fucking do it.. okay that's why BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM DOING IT OR WHAT I AM DOING IT FOR!!! OKAY!! because the truth is, I don't want to do it anymore I don't want this this baggage and thid trauma nd new injuries and havijng people's lives in my hand because I am fucking broken. you wanna know who I am so bad huh?? you can't because I don't even know who the fuck I am I just hide behind a fucking mask and I be who people need me to be... I have 3 jobs okay £ where I save lives and I can't afford to even sleep! you can't get close to anyone because all your friends die! can't have kids because a seriel killing KGB agent took that away from me yesterday, my father is broken my teams are counting on me adn you know what clark I can't do it anymore* superman takes in what she says* so can you just move out of my fucking way*// clark- let me help you * she gets in the car crying*// Kitty- there is no helping, there is just no stopping the bad in this world * she spees off as fast as she can swirving in and out of traffic and and she sees the bat signal on the polive station on and she goes to it to talk with Gordan before heading on patrol and early hours she slides down the hospital on her wire and get's into Bruces room to see him sitting ina wheelchair emotionless, his hair is a mess, he hasn't had a shave and he looks out of it as she opens the window and walks up to him as he looks up at her as she is nervous, his eyes water as she walks to him*// Kitty- hey dad// Bruce- my girl * tears spill from her eyes as she rushes to him and hugs him tight as tears roll down his face as she talks to him and helps him back into bed and he drifts off she sits with him until she hears the nurses then she rushes out the window and goes back to the mansion on the computer seeing the reports on Bane and the police report of batgirl stabbing him as she bites her lip and looks annoyed as she sits back stressed out before changing and going into Jasosns room and sitting on the bed before laying down and drifting off to sleep*