Shivi Stories

Bas ek sawal, Why? (Part 5)

Shiva was shocked listening doctor's words. Doctor went from there and after sometime raavi get shifted to the ward.

Shiva went inside and his heart cringe seen raavi's condition.

Her whole head was covered with bandage. A cut was there just below her right eye. Her one hand have plastered. And a lots more bandages was on her whole body. BP machine and heart machine was connected to her through the wires. A saline bottle was connected to her left hand with the help of injection. Oximeter was on her left hand and a oxygen mask was on her mouth. She was liying like a dead body.

Shiva gather some courage and went near her and sit beside her on stool. He stare her for sometime with teary eyes then keep his head just beside her hand.

Shiva wishper while crying - I am sorry chipkali, sab meri wajhase hua hai na I am sorry for everything raavi. Agar mai tujhpe blame nai karta to yasab kavi nai hota kavi nai... Agar mai tujhe pyaar maan samman deta, tujhe tera hak deta to yasab nai hota, sab meri galti hai raavi I am sorry, I am sorry pata nai kin kin galtiwo ke liya maafi mangu raavi. Suruwat to hamara shaadi wale dinse hi hogai thi.. Bina yeh soche ki kya me tujhe pyaar karpaunga, tujhe tera hak depaunga mene tujhse shaadi karli aur shaadi ke baad kavi wo pyaar samman hak dehi nai paya.... Hawali me vi jab tu sidise girne wali thi mene bola Accha hua keu ki wo sab mami ne kiya tha... Tera shoda kiya un kangan ke shaath I am sorry raavi... Bina tujhse baat kiya aafne rishita ko bachane ki kosis Kiya tujhe divorce papers bhej diya mandir pe tujhe itni gandi baat boldi par kavi maafi tak nai mangi I am sorry for that also raavi.... Or wo gatiya announcement.... Jab maa Disha ko layi tabvi tera dard nai dekh paya tabvi tera stand nai liya I am sorry..... Tujhe kavi aafne pariwar ke hisso me jaga nai di.... Tu Dev aur rishita bhabhi ko lekar parisaan thi ro rahi thi firvi tujhe saach nai bataya yaha tak ki jab baat teri jaan per banai tab vi tujhe chorkar chori karne chala gaya. Jab tune mujhse aur dhara bhabhi se sawal kiya to maafi mangna ke bajaya tujhe hi dhamki dene laggaya ki agar tu dhara bhabhi ke khilaf gai to hamara rishita I am sorry raavi please mujhe maaf karde.

Anita aur rishita ki bua Ka sach jante hue vi unki bato mai aakar tujhe blame Kiya, tujhe khud aafni akhon se un logo ke shaath dekha tha teri halat dekhi thi jab tu hospital se janne ke baad kidnap hogai thi firvi tera haal puchne ke bajaya tera khayal rakhne ke bajaya tujhe hi blame karne behet gaya I am sorry.... Tujhe janworo ki tara pais aane laga yaha tak ki tujhe dhakka markar gharse bhahar nikal diya bich sadak par tujhe gira diya tera samman fekdiya sabke samne firse tera tamasha banakar rakh diya.... Firvi tu mujhe chorkar nai gai barbar bolti rahi ki tune kuch nai kiya.. barbar bolti rahi ki tu mujhse pyaar karti hai or maine kya kiya teri beijjati ki tujhe dard diya tera pyaar ko natak or jhut or dhoka ka naam diya aur kehta raha ki mai tujhse nafrat karta hun are khehta kya raha maito nafrat hi karta raha tujhse hamesha bachpan se lekar aajtak sirf nafrat. Saap wale kand pe vi tere maa papa ko bichme lane ke liya unki beijjati karne ke liya vi maa ko nai rokha I am sorry. Tujhe itna dard diya itni taklif di ki tu mujhse darna laggai ki mai tujhe firse galat samaj kar aur jaida nafrat..............

Silence for a minute

Shiva - Raavi Mai janta hun mene bohot galtiya ki hai jinki koi maafi nai hai par please raavi please uthja na mujse ek baar baat karna please raavi mujhe gussa kar mujhe maar mujhpe chilla Jo karna hai kar par please uth ja please please raavi mai nai reh paunga raavi Mai maar jaunga raavi uthja na... raavi tu to sabka khayal rakhti hai na sabki baat manti hai na dekhna mujhe teri jaroorat hai raavi please uthja na wapas aaja please.

Shiva cried for hours but no response like this 24 hours passed but raavi's condition didn't get improved a little.

Shiva - Doctor meri raavi.

Doctor - Sorry Mr. Pandya but your wife slip to coma.

Shiva get another shock

Shiva - Wo.. wo thik kab hogi..... Wo kab uthegi.

Doctor - Don't know, coma se patient kab uthega iska koi kuch pata nai hota Mr. Pandya kavi kavi patient 1week mai vi uthjata hai kavi 1month, Kuch patient 1 ya 2 saal tak coma me rehte hai and some stay like this all their life.. hum aavi nai bata sakte ki afki wife ko kab hosh aayaga kavi aayaga vi ya nai... Keep hope Mr. Pandya but... You know what I mean.

Shiva's life get shattered with this fresh sheet of information he was beyond shocked and broken listening this. He again went to raavi's ward and stay there murmuring "sorry please get up" to raavi.

Like this day start passing, everyday shiva used to talk to unconscious raavi and asked for her forgiveness and beg her to get up.

It's become his daily routines to beg to an unconscious raavi.

1 week passed raavi's wounds start healing.

Two weeks passed her bandages from the small cuts get removed from her body.

Three weeks passed her all bandages get removed now she have only plaster in hand and bandage on forehead.

Fourth week, raavi get rid from her plaster also.

Today is the day the exact 1month of raavi's accident completed today. Like every other day, shiva talk to her, beg her to get up but no response. Shiva sitting beside raavi start remembering her accident and was thinking all this while he notice movement in raavi's finger. First he thought he was imagining this like everyday but he again notice her fingers moving and he run outside to call the doctor.

Doctor went inside raavi's ward, asking shiva to stay outside and check her and come outside after sometime.

Shiva happily - Doctor kya hua meri raavi ko hosh aagaya na wo aab puri tara thik hogai na

Doctor - Mr. Pandya congratulations she is out of coma, seems like miracle happens but avi unhe puri tarase hosh nai aya hai ek baar unhe hosh aajaya then only we can say anything ki wo kitni thik hai unhe koi memory loss ya other effect to nai hua hai.

Doctor left from there and shiva went inside and sit beside raavi.

Shiva - Raavi tujhe finally hosh aagaya, Tu finally coma se bahar aagai bohot sataya tune tujhe pata hai yeh ek mahine kyase kate hai mene, taras gaya hu teri aawaj sunna ko... chal aab jaldi se uthja or puri tarase thik hoja mujhse wait nai horaha hai tujhse baat karne ko teri aawaj sune ko jaldi uthja raavi please.

Shiva was beyond happy knowing raavi is out of coma now, he is in hope that she will gonna talk to him now. He is thinking that it's the end of his loneliness, his pain, his wait, he will finally gonna get raavi back but is it really the end of the problems or something big, something more heart wrenching, something more painful is in the way for him ?

Do he really gonna get raavi back or he will gonna lose her in more worst situation than this one?

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