💜💜 Nee En Usiru Yaarukum Naan Tharamaten 💜💜

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Ar: ippo enna than solla vara?

Sah: nee athaikita appadi pesunathu thappu, Aravind. Unnala eppadi avanga yaaru melayum nambikkai illanu pesa mudinjuthu? Mani akka than namma baby ah save pannirukanga. Yet, nee avangalayum sethu thana blame pannitu vantha. Veetla irunthum gavanikalanu. Avanga gavanikalanu nee paathiya?

Ar: naan etho kovathula pesitan. Athukaga un amma pannathu right nu agirathu.

Sah: en amma pannatha naan right nu sollave illaiye. I am just giving explanation why I can never hate my mother for what she did. Solla pona avanga mana nelamaiya purinjukama neenga ellarum avangala shut panna try pannapo avangaluku unga ellar mela iruntha nambikai poiruchu, Aravind. Nee eppadi ippo namma babya nenachu insecure ah irukiyo ippo en ammavum anga en uyira nenachu insecure ah irupanga. Avanga panna muttal thanam unga kannukellam theriyuthu but athuku pinnadi iruka pain yen theriyala? Unaku vantha ratham avangaluku vantha thakkali chutney ah?

Ar: avanga pannathu thappu than, Sahana. How much ever explanation you give avanga enkita sollirukanum. En kuzhanthaiya azhika avanga yaaru?

He went out of the room being frustrated. Sahana didn't follow him and laid down to sleep. He went and sat out in the garden.

He closed his eyes, leaning against the backrest of the bench. His legs were stretched out and hands folded against his chest.

His mind rewinded all the happenings and processed Sahana's words.

Ar mv: avanga unkita vanthu intha kuzhanthai vendam abort pannirunga solliruntha nee enna pannirupa, Aravind?

His mind asked him a question and he was blank to answer anything. He continued listening to it.

Ar mv: avangala antha edathulaye thooki erinjutu Sahana va kootitu engayavathu poirupa. So, unaku un kuzhanthai uyiroda irukanum. Athuku oru prachanaiyum vara koodathu. Athe vishayatha avanga avangaloda ponnu uyiroda irukanumnu nenacha thappu?

Ar: avanga eppadi enaku theriyama en kuzhanthaiya azhika nenaikalam?

Ar mv: atha thana naaye solran! Unkita sonna nee saringa athai naan abort panranu solliviya? Illa avangaluku than porumaiya puriya vachurupiya? Rendume illala. Unaku kadaisi varaikum avanga entha mathiri oru mental pressure la avanga ponnu avangala kari thupunalum paravala ava uyiroda irukanumnu mudivu eduthurupanga. Antha second avangaluku evlo vali irunthurukum, Aravind. Avanga panrathu thappunu therinju avangala yaarum ethuka matanganu therinju avanga ponnu uyiroda iruntha podhumnu pannanga. Avanga yen Sahana kitayum unkitayum sollala? Because you already gave her enough insecurity that you didn't believe on those horoscope stuffs. But oru amma va avangalala atha chinnatha eduthuka mudiyala, Aravind. Nee eppadi un baby mukkiyamnu nenanikiriyo athe mathiri avanga avanga ponnu mukkiyam nu nenachanga. Nee risk eduka matanu solrala athe mathiri thana avangalum risk eduka vendamnu sonnanga. Neenga ellam avanga pecha kekathapo avanga avangalala enna mudiyumo atha pannanga. Avanga pannathu thappu than but antha thappa panna thoondunathu nee than, Aravind. Nee matum than. Nee avangaluku avangalukana nambikaiya kudukala. You failed.

Aravind opened his eyes and starred at the night sky. It was calm and peaceful night. But not his mind and heart.

Ar mv: as a son in law ah matum illa oru son ah kooda nee fail than. Un amma enna da pannanga? Avanga mela nambikai illanu eppadi unnala solla mudinjuthu? Already veeta vitu odi poi avangala 6 varusham uyiroda konnuta, Aravind. Avanga un mela vacha nambikaiya nee appove konnuta. Ippo entha thappum pannatha avangala vaarthaiyala konnuta once again.

Ar: ENOUGH! Podhum en mind ah vitu velia po!

He pulled his hairs in frustration. But his inner conscience just chuckled at him.