Get the Hell away from me, II Dottore X Reader

Chapter 18

Y/N Knocked on Pantalone's door 3 times before entering with medication and ointment for him looking at him trying to clean his wounds by himself

Pantalone: you're here.

Y/N: Here, let me help sit down.

Pantalone sits down on the chair and takes off his shirt completely and revealing the wounds on his body that Dottore had inflicted on him

Pantalone: I didn't see you for almost a week plus ... how have you been?

Y/N: I'm better with proper rest I was actually able to recover ... I pretty much know what happened back in Snezhnaya ... and I know what Dottore did for me ...

Pantalone: you are in danger not only you are part of the Qixing you literally used us to get the information you need I feel hurt and betrayed.

Y/N: I know what I did hurt your feelings but I did what I had to do and it was all for the sake of Dottore I can't deny I don't love him even tho he raped me ... but I loved him and always have... please don't tell him that I never told him how I truly felt.

Pantalone: Ohh Y/N ...

Y/N: sometimes I wish if I didn't exist things wouldn't be this way and you and Dottore would still have a better relationship than this ... I can't afford to tell him I wished I felt this way and wanted it to be this way but shit does happen to the ones you love and there are some sacrifices to be made in the long run...

Pantalone: Don't tell me you plan to surrender yourself.

Y/N: no ... not yet at least... let me spend more time with Dottore before I sacrifice everything that I have and own.

Pantalone: there are other ways to outrun the Tsaritsa even if it means hiding away forever or concealing your identity we can help you with that

Y/N: no . this is something I have to do alone ... please respect m wishes and when I'm gone tell Dottore how I truly felt. I'm entrusting this with you, Pantalone. Please.

Pantalone: ... alright... if you insist. Spend some time with me too.

Y/N hugged Pantalone for a while and Y/N started balling her eyes out with tears flowing non-stop the silent cry. Pantalone hugged her even tighter and they stayed in that position until Y/N was done crying.

Y/N: Thank you for the hug.. ( sniffles ) I should get going, I'm leaving for Mondstadt tomorrow. I'll be back in like 3 days or so

Pantalone: Alright be safe. And thank you

Y/N left the room and headed back to her room and saw Dottore sound asleep in bed closed the door quietly and walked out of the house and saw Childe outside the balcony

Childe: Hey you're still up

Y/N: yeah couldn't sleep

Childe: I see.

Y/N: I have a favor to ask of you

Childe: Shoot.

Y/N: Don't be mean to Pantalone and Dottore while I'm gone. Take care of them even though you are the lowest among them all

Childe: Where are you going?

Y/N: somewhere where I can find peace in this world

Childe: Will you ever find peace? you know Dottore will never forgive himself if you are gone. can't imagine if he will go ballistic again

Y/N: that was kinda funny hahaha but I had fun whenever I'm around you and there is no situation I can't thank you enough so thank you for saving my life

Childe: Commrad you are the best at swaying Dottore's heart and if it weren't for you I would not be talking to him at all so you have my Thanks as well

Y/N: Alright, I'm off to Mondstadt don't miss me while I'm gone, and Tell Dottore to meet me at the Fatui hotel in Mondstadt. see ya

Y/N takes off from the balcony and looks up and waves goodbye to Childe before walking off to Mondstadt...

Sunrise came about and Y/N just reached Mondstadt the city is buzzing with people starting up their stores and making good food, she entered the city gates and headed straight for the Knights of Favonius headquarters and into the dorm and Knocked on it slightly and pushed the door open and saw Amber sleeping soundly

She sat at the edge of the bed and tapped on amber's shoulder Amber slowly opened her eyes adjusting to the brightness of the light and saw Y/N jumped out of bed and screamed causing everyone to rush into amber's room and saw Y/N sitting on the bed and Amber hugging her tightly

Kaeya: well well if it isn't the one that left us to die here Y/N ( smirk ) Welcome back

Amber: Oh My Barbatos! When did you arrive ?? I missed you so much!

Y/N; Hello Kaeya and everyone else especially Amber, haha i just got here this morning, i've been traveling all night so here I am haha

Eula: Well Well the Wanderer has finally returned home

Y/N: hello Eula

Jean: What is all the commotion about - ohh Y/N You're back!

Y/N: I'm just back to visit a few friends before setting off to wander even further so don't be excited I'm still leaving in the end I'm just here for 3 days

Amber: Aww really? Cant, you stay longer? It's been months since I last saw you

Y/N: Come on let's head out to the city to do what we usually do, Jean I'm borrowing her for the 3 days don't mind!

Y/N dragged amber out to the open and the morning sunshine shined brightly they first headed out for Pancakes and honey roast before challenging each other in gilding and went out to patrol the area before calling it a day around evening having dinner together with Kaeya , Eula and everyone else at Diluc's Tavern

Diluc: Welcome back to Mondstadt Y/N. good to see you in good spirits

Y/N: I am pretty well uhm.. Do you want to head out to talk for a while?

Diluc: Sure I guess?

Diluc and Y/N step out and headed for the Docks and stood there and chatted

Diluc: What's wrong? You didn't come all the way to Mondstadt just to spend time with Amber and everyone else.

Y/N: I'm leaving this world and I hope you will not go after the Doctor or I don't know what you call him but it's not his fault but I ultimately want to do this.

Diluc: Where are you even going, you are the closest thing to a sister I ever have I looked after you when you were little even now I worry for your safety. What is going on?

Y/N: it's nothing but I'm glad you see me as your sister haha. Don't worry about it! I'll be around not going away that far.

Diluc: please Y/N come back safely. I'll be at the Dawn Winery waiting for you.

Y/N: ( Nods her head knowing she will or will never return ) Y/N taps on Diluc shoulders and smiled at him and laid her head on his shoulders for a while before giving him a long hug holding in her tears, letting go she smiled briefly and headed back to the tavern and started drinking with everyone else