it is what it is

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"Lilah, I would like to apologize" I looked over at Lilah and couldn't help but stare at her belly 

"No, me, I'm so sorry" I leaned in closer and wiped her fallen tears with a smile 

"We both got rid of him" I teased causing a small smile to develop on her face

"Keep the baby though, you will be a great mum, and maybe I can help you look after him or her" I pulled her into a hug, leaning my head on her shoulder I felt as her shoulder shook, sobs escaped her mouth causing my heart to break all over again 

"I never wanted this to happen" She whispered 

"We both didn't but it did" I spoke quietly 

"I should've just had sex with you, our babies would've been god smacked beautiful" She joked causing me to laugh, I pulled back slowly and watched as she sat on the chair

"Do you know what you're going to do" I muttered as thoughts of what just happened invaded my personal space

"I'm going across the world to live with my grandma" 

"That seems like a great plan" I mustered up a small smile  

"Stephanie" I walked over to her and gave her one of the biggest hugs ever 

"Steph is a douche bag" She spoke out "And an idiot" She added on "And an" 

I stopped her and smiled "We all dislike him but it's over and done with" 

"You still love him" She muttered mostly to herself 

"I still do" I whispered ashamed of myself, after all that's happened, I'm still in love with him, I shook my head slightly to clear everything

After all that's happened, I couldn't help but feel happy that Steph did what he did, even though it was bad, now both me and Lilah have seen the truth beneath all the lies he's been telling us, I hope Lilah saw it the way I did

"Are you coming to the party?" I asked Lilah

"Nah, just want to process everything, how're you feeling though?"

"Relieved" 

Her eyes widened at my response 

"Sare, are you coming to the party?" 

"I sure am" 

"Stephanie are yo-"

"Of course, I am" I laughed loudly 

"Guys I think that we should watch a movie together, then when the boys are back, we can go shopping for some clothes and use their credit cards" I spoke out gleefully causing everyone to smile 

"Count me in" Lilah shouted gently 

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