I checked my phone to see that I barely even slept, 30 minutes wasn't enough
I grabbed my phone and decided to text the newly made group chat
Me: guys, I'm not in the mood for shopping
Stephanie: WHAT??
Lilah: Are you okay??
Me: We can still go to the party, I just don't wanna go shopping, I need some time to myself
Stephanie: Should I come over?
Me: No, its fine
Stephanie: I'm calling your brother
Me: No don't, its fine I promise!!
Stephanie: Stfu
Lilah: I hope you feel better
Me: Thank you Lilah, have a great day guys <3
All my emotions flooded me as I thought back to everything, and I mean everything
He never really loved me, and that's what makes me hurt, he had another girl who he's been in love with, having sex with, talking to, and I was just the side piece
My mind went hazy as I felt my head loll to the side, and that's when I remembered, I didn't even take my pills
I felt like crying
All of this building up bit by bit, makes me want to cry
"Nat, come eat some food before you leave for the party" Jason's voice was void of any emotion and it made my heart break all over again
"I'm not hungry" I shouted in a hoarse voice
My vision went blurry as I felt the salty liquid roll down my face
A book is what I need
I looked over to my bedside table and grabbed the book that was laying there, I opened it to the latest page but quickly snapped it shut as I saw a big fat tear roll onto the page
Not only was I still crying, but I ruined my book
Tears upon tears fell down my face as I wrapped myself into a small cocoon, my arms wrapped around myself in a protective way and my head fell onto my bent legs
I stayed in this position for what felt like hours
And then the door opened
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I fell in love with Ares
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