The Broken Souls (Beyond the love)

74. lecture on sex

Aditi's point of view

Smile,

It becomes the beautiful emotion, when it comes from heart. I forgot to smile when my life turn ups and down but now days I am smiling a lot. I started getting to know how it feels to be loved by someone.

The smile never wiped off from your face when you finally realised that your crush is not crush anymore, he is your husband. Maybe he doesn't love me but I have felling that he likes me at least, otherwise why would he kiss me, and do other things if he was not like me. Dhruv was not the person who kissed me just because of his pleasure.

I was still smiling looking at husband through the mirror, who was sitting on the bad and talking on someone. I applied the moisturiser on my hands while looking at him through mirror and smiles stupidly. But when he looked at me, I lowered my eyelashes down and pretend to get ready.

He again consumed in the call while I keep looking at him through mirror and keep smiling. I feel like, I have again turned fifteen who was stealing glances from her crush and crush don't have any idea that someone has a deep crush on him. My cheeks turn red with my own thought.

I took a pinch of sindoor from the little golden box and filled in my mang. How lucky and satisfied I feel whenever I fill my maang with sindoor of Dhruv's name. Maybe we don't get a proper wedding, maybe it was forced but I also knew if it was not Dhruv then it was no one else and I am happy, that time he forced me to marry. If does not take a quick action, I might not be his wife and he already married to Priya.

Sometimes I thought, I become selfish when it comes to Dhruv. Priya was in love with him, Dhruv also didn't clear Priya's matter to me.

Did I do something wrong giving this wedding a chance and snatched all the opportunities from Priya.

I let my fate to decide. If it writes Dhruv in my fate then he will always be mine if it's not then no matter how much I try Dhruv will leave me. I love Dhruv but it doesn't mean I sacrifices his happiness just because of my one sided love. But he chooses me and I am going to charis him with all my love but I never going to confess my love to him.

"You know it's not good smiling alone, especially while stealing glances from your husband." Dhruv came behind me and whispered on my ears, making my red cheeks turn into beetroot.

He caught me,

Once again.

"You look beautiful when you blush because of me."

I looked at him through the mirror and our eyes met. We didn't say anything but an unknown emotions were filling in them. I was not used to his attention but when he gives, I feel butterflies in my stomach and after we met again after years he was giving me a lot of attention and I sometimes sacred that one day it all vanish and again I pushed into that hell.

"Close your eyes." He again whispered in my ear and I did what he asked. I closed my eyes but I still have that stupid smile on my face.

Suddenly I feel a coldness of metal touched my neck and when I open my eyes, I found a real Mangal sutra on my neck and Dhruv was standing behind me holding it. He locked it behind my neck and stood behind me.

First I could not understand a thing but then my eyes went to the golden chain I wear which he made me wear in the mandhap of our wedding. I traced my hand to pendent of the Mangal sutra. It was small and light with beautiful diamonds stuck in the middle, enhancing its beauty.

"That time, I didn't have Mangal sutra to give you on our wedding." He said while looking at me through mirror.

"Dhruv, I can't take this." I said while unlocking it and was about to remove it when Dhruv hold my hand to do it.