Winter Falls || MINSUNG

chapter 74

it was now  morning, seungmin and hyunjin woke up without jisung at the middle

"where is he?"

"i don't know" seungmin said sleepily

both of them storm out of the room, looking for jisung in a rush- panicking that the boy might harm himself or whatsoever

"wait, jisung's working out though, maybe he's...." not wasting any time, they went to the room where jisung workout

there, they saw the younger doing push-ups

he's sweating hard, breathing heavily while releasing his mixed emotions through working out

"AHHH!!! I HATE YOU MINHO HYUNG!!! YOU ARE A CHEATER!!!" he yelled in frustration, making the couple behind him flinch

jisung turned around then saw seungmin and hyunjin in shock- he sighed as he tried to hold his tears from escaping his eyes

"im sorry if i made you guys worried, i-"

"its okay, ji. why would be sorry? we're your friends"

"and besides, we all love you, okay?"

"thank you~ by the way, why's mark-"

"its mark hyung, he's 1 year older than you" seungmin spat

"what? i thought... nevermind, why jungwoo hyung and mark HYUNG is here?"

they told jisung the reason why, not noticing they've been heard by jisung's parents

"what? you and jeongin got kidnapped?!"

"by who?!" jisung's dad asked

this startled the other two older at the guest room, they shot up from their spot and quickly stormed out of the room then saw jisung's parents

"ow..... g-good morning, mr. and mrs. h-han" jungwoo stuttered

"hi sweetheart, good morning to the two of you, mind introducing yourselves? would love to hear that" jisung's mom sweetly said to the two

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"that's what happened"

"i want that guy go to jail, i'mma call jeong-"

"mom, dad, no need to put them in jail, they didn't harm us though, besides it was caused by his jealousy.. and i understand that" jisung said, still down

"wait, where's minho?" his dad asked

jisung remained silent, his friends motioned his dad and his mom to go at the kitchen, leaving jisung with mark and jungwoo

"mom, dad, uh..." seungmin trailed while looking at hyunjin

"minho hyung and jisung is at the verge of breaking up"

"why? what happened?"

"jungkook planned to separate the two of them and now he succeeded"

jisung's parents doesn't want to interfere with their son's decision, they know their son much better

"jisung, next week- im going back to canada, im thinking of bringing you-"

"im going with you- mom, dad, mark hyung has something to tell you" jisung was quick to decide

mark told jisung's parents, and they agreed- they know it would help jisung a lot

"we'll work on your docu-"

"no need sweetheart, its all fixed" jisung's mom said

"you're leaving us?" hyunjin asked

"im not leaving you all, i have to leave this country to heal myself and... to pursue my dreams there, ill be back"

"so you're not going to attend school tomorrow and the next few days?"

"yes, but before i leave, i want to stay at the dorm with y'all" jisung said

"okay, two tickets were booked for a flight to canada on monday" mark said

~time skipped~

jisung had think of a song that he wants to write, dedicated to his one and only minho, titled with-

WINTER FALLS

'Winter is blowing again
Has the time passed again?
Everyone has changed besides myself
I get so lonely that it hurts so much
I still badly missed you
I'm still in that place
Gathering all the memories
I close my eyes and think

Days are getting shorter and the nights are getting longer
On my cold heart, something like ice is melting
I feel sorry for repeatedly freezing and thawing
Have you lost your warmth? Well
We are like movie, feels like I can't breathe
I struggled awkwardly again about that old story
I can't help it, but I stop at your traces
I remember doing it'

after a few hours of resting, another two stanza were added to the song jisung is currently writing while watching each snowflakes on his surrounding

'Winter Falls, the snow falls
Purer than anything
Falls, I'll try to erase everything about you
That still remains with me
I loved you, loved you, loved you
As you did, loved you, loved you, loved you
Again it falls, the snow falls
We fall apart

Winter falls, oh
Winter falls, oh
Please fall before I fall
I loved you, loved you, loved you
As you did loved you, loved you, loved you
Again it falls, the snow falls
We fall apart'

after he wrote it, his tears started to roll down along with his emotions that he kept all by himself, the memories of him with the older, all memories of them brings everything back to jisung

a day after, jisung went to chan and seungmin's unit with changbin to help them on making the representative song for their campus like what they promised to their professor

when they finished it, jisung continue writing his song for the older before he left

'It's okay right now
Yeah, I'll be okay
It's over right now
It doesn't matter, go away
I find you in my memory (Find you)
Holding your hand and walking (Yeah, yeah)
It was a warm winter (Yeah)
Everything was beautiful back then

Hiding under a quiet sky, emptying my heart
It's easier to push than to forget, right?
Did I miss that time? Did I miss you?
The regret of not to knowing my own name
If I ever pretend to be strong, it only makes me laugh
How many times will the four seasons pass? Yeah
It'll just hurt, even if I search for memories
I'm only getting shabby, only scars remain'

a heavy sobbing followed by tears started to pour down from the younger, chan and changbin was hurt to see jisung's situation, suffering from the pain- but they have to be strong for the boy

they both engulfed jisung in a warm hug, making him feel that everything's okay, go and cry them all at once

jisung then released his notebook and his pencil from his grip due to his crying, changbin then saw the lyrics jisung wrote for his song

'Winter Falls, the snow falls
Purer than anything
Falls, I'll try to erase everything about you
That still remains with me
I loved you, loved you, loved you
As you did, loved you, loved you, loved you
Again it falls, the snow falls
We fall apart'

the lyrics that was written at his notebook, first glance- they knew that the song jisung was writing were dedicated for minho