"All I want you to do this, sabihin mo sa organisasyon na hindi ikaw ang pumatay kundi ako. Can you do that?" Tanong ni Savienna saakin habang nakatingin ng diretso sa mga mata ko.
Sabihin sa organisasyon na hindi ako ang pumatay kay Dad? Kaya ang ibig ba sabihin nun ay magiging malaya na ako? Hindi naba ako gagambalain ng mga mafia bosses? Will I live a happy life just like Dad wanted?
At kung papayag man ako sa kagustuhan ni Savienna, hindi ko nasisiguro kung gagamitin niya ba ito sa mabuti o masama. What if she just wants power and wealth? Like anybody wants? And what if inutusan lang siya ni Mommy gawin to?
"It's up to you, Sabrina. Plus, don't you want a peaceful life? Ang buhay na hindi kana hinahabol ng ibang mafia boss? And, Psalm your guy can court you anytime." Nakangisi niyang sabi.
"And I have to tell something girl thing..." sabi niya pa and motioned her palm beside her mouth na parang may ibubulong siya saakin.
"I really like Hellion, and kapag pumayag ka sa sinabi ko he'll protect me too like he protects you." Nakangisi niyang sambit at binalik sa dati ang kamay niya.
"It's a win-win situation for us Sabrina, we can have benefits if you'll agree. For you, you'll have the life that you always wanted, normal and stuff. And for me? I'll get the position I always wanted, next to Hellion. Also I would love to stay by his side no matter what." Kaagad na kumulo ang dugo ko sa sinabi niya.
" No. I will not agree sa sinabi mo." Mariin kong sabi. I saw an awe in her eyes at napatawa ulit siya.
"Why? You don't want a normal life anymore?" Malungkot ang tono niya habang nagsasalita. I can see myself in that expression, always sad.
"Yes of course, I want to. But, I want to be the heiress too." Sambit ko. But that's a lie, I am not fitted to be the heiress! I am a mess!
"Okay! You have your decision, but first I want to stay by your side. Like, can we stay at one house? I don't want go home, Mommy will beat me up." Natatawa niyang sabi, why is she always laughing? Sayang-saya ba siya sa mga nangyayari?
"But, I trusted your words Sabrina. Since you declined the position that I wanted, at sinabi mo kanina na kapag kinuwento ko sayo anong nangyari saakin ay diba sabi mo ibibigay mo ang buhay na gusto ko?" Nakangisi niyang sabi. Oh crap. What kind of twin is she? Saang lupalop ba siya ng mundo nanggaling?
"All I wanted is a life like yours, normal and comfortable. I want to go the an elite school, make friens, have a admirer and stuffs." Nakangiti niyang sabi.
Somehow I felt sympathy for my twin. She lived in hell for two decades and more, she was locked up in the basement, treated like an animal, and got beaten up by our mother. At, kapatid ko rin naman siya kahit anong gawin ko.
Napahinga ako ng malalim at tumango sakanya.
"You agree? Really?" Nakangisi niyang tanong saakin. Napatango ulit ako sakanya, ng mapatingin ako sa labas ay nakita kong wala na si Saint roon.
Ang SUV niya ay kitang-kita ko narin sa di kalayuan. Kausap niya si Pierce at ang iba pa niyang kasama.
"But, may kondisyon ako." Sabi ko sakanya.
"Spill it, I'm all ears." Hindi matago ang excitement sa boses niya.
"Just behave, Savienna. Okay?" She winked at me.
"You got it!" She said. "But Sabrina, I am serious about taking all you have. That includes Hellion."
"Hellion isn't mine, you can have him." Napailing-iling kong sabi sakanya. I don't get it, pero saaming dalawa parang ako pa yung nakakatanda.
"I know! And I have one last thing to say, you aren't fitted to be the heiress. You can't even kill." Nakangisi niyang sabi. Yes, Savienna I know that I am not fitted for that kind of society.
Maybe normal life is always been my first choice. Since hindi ko naman kaya ang mga ginagawa nila. I didn't even have the proper education for being a mafia boss. Hindi ko alam kung magiging karapat-dapat ba ako.
Just what if, I'll attend their school. Ano nalang sasabihin nila kung hindi ako makaabot ng 98.0 or more na evaluation?
Other mafia boss will think I'm a failure and really not fitted in their society. While as for Savienna? She has the confidence to do the job.
The passion to do the job, pero sa hindi ko rin malaman na dahilan hindi ko kayang ibigay ang hinihiling niya.
Savienna? As the Lacsamana Heiress? I'll think hard about letting that happen.
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a/n:
nakikita ko ang attitude ni savienna kagaya ni toga ng my hero academia.
lol.
