Lovin him always (completed & not edited)

5

I was sitting in the garage office with Able in a cot close by.

"Hey love" Gemma greeted

"Hi ma" I replied

"you know you can call me ma a lot more then you do" she says

"I know just tired of hearing people's ignorance when they learn that Jax and I are married and step siblings. putting ignorant people in their place is a boring after while" I tell her

"fuck them. its not of their business if you and Jax are stepbrother and sister. it's not like your blood." Gem says

"true." I replied

she told me she's gonna on lunch run that Jax went somewhere to handle something didn't say and the others that wasn't working the garage was in the clubhouse.

I nodded before telling her what I'd take. 

She took a couple prospects with her to help while dad walked in.

"Jax have club run?" I asked

"no, he said he needed to take care of something andthat he'd be back. don't know what he's doing thought you did" dad says

"I didn't know he left till ma said something about it. so I figured you had sent him on business run or matter" I replied

"nop. Chibs and Tig is handling that" Clay says

"alright thanks dad" I say

He nodded and took a car slip and walked off to that car.

I bussied myself with work till I got a call so I answered and went to say something when I heard loud moaning.

Gemma walked in and heard the same thing since it was so loud. 

"Oh yes JAx fuck me. yea Jax" they said

I stood up and grabbed my keys hung up and stormed off. Knowing Gem will watch Abel.

I headed to Tara's dad's old place and walked in being quiet as I walked in. 

I could hear the moans getting louder and louder with each step I took.

 when I got to the room they was in I seen a dead body and Jax plowing Tara.

I didn't care what happened or what I did I grabebd AJx's leg and yanked him fully off Tara before I jumped on her and realsed a all hell on her fucking ass. when Jax tried to get me off I punched him knocking him backwards.

I caused serious damage to Tara before I climbed off and looked at my husband.

"you fucking piece of shit." I say as I stand over hm.

"its not what it looks like" he tries

I laughed

"you pull the oldest fucking cheaters card and think I'll fall for it. you must think I'm stupid" I say

"I wasn't focused on what was going on" he says

"No course not Jackson. you was just focused on fucking that piece of low life garbage while your wife and son's mother was at the garage you was suppose to be at working. but was you there no cause you fucking left not telling anyone anything." I say

He says nothing just looks at me.

"you did the opposite of what I asked you to and you did what I told you would've happen," I say as I squatted down being leveled with him.

"she called me frantice that the guy was gonna kill her" he says

"so you come to her rescue like a knight in shining armour not giving a fuck about anything?"

"not true." he says

"Jackson you came and took care of her shit like you was some hero saving a dimsel. then after you kill the guy you fucked her knowing how I feel about her, knowing what would happen when I found out. and you wanna know something it was planned" I tell him

he looked at me

"what?" he asked

"she called me and I heard the two of you fucking." 

he shook his head

"check your call log. hell, look at your phone that she had access to. there you'll see just what I told you" I tell him before I stand up and shake my head.

"I didn't know" he says

"no you never do Jackson" I replied

"I am so sorry."

"always are huh?"

"I never done this to you before."

"you did with Wendy, with plenty crow eaters and some girls in highschool." 

"you forgave me."

"after I beat the fuck out of them gave you the silent treatment after I beat your ass in the ring."

"but not this time Jackson. no, not this time."

I stand up and walked out heading back to the garage where Gemma was standing there with dad.

"what the fuck did that asshole do?" Gem asked

"he fucked Tara after killing her "stalker"  " I tell her using quotes for stalker.

"son of a bitch."dad says

"what happened?" gem asked

I grinned widely and they both smirked knowing what that look alone said.

"she practically murdered her" Clay replied,

"now would I do that?" I asked

"you don't take shit lightly and when it comes to revenge you handle that shit like a crazy psycho" Gem says

"well wait till you see her. Jax got away with a big black eye if not his eye swallowed shut from the hit he got when trying to remove me from beating Tara." I tell her

"That's my girl," dad says wrapping me up in his arms.

"I need two prospects to come with me Jax is kicked out of my house, he's not welcome there and I will be making damn sure to change everything so he has no access to anything," I say 

"I'll send Happy and Half sac" dad says

"fine with me," I say before I walked into the office picked up Abel and his diaper bag before I walked back out kissing ma and pa on their cheeks then left with Happy and Half Sac following in the van.

I packed up all Jackson's shit and handing it to happy and Kip as they loaded it up in the van.

Once all his shit was gone and they left I went and bought a change of locks, then I changed everything before I filed for divorce made sure Lowman gave Jax his ring back.