Stuck In A Nightmare

Nineteen

I hopped out, feeling relieved that fans still haven't found out about anything.

We made our way up to our room and I kept Harry close.  

I didn't want to lose him.  

We were finally at our suite and I waved to everyone and went into my room,  

shutting the door behind me. Harry gathered everyone, not even noticing I wasn't  

beside him anymore.  

I pulled out the phone Harry bought me a couple weeks ago and listened to music  

for a while. I suddenly froze at a song that played, the beat so familiar.  (START PLAYING SONG TO SIDE --->)

"Your just a small bump unborn. In four months your brought to life. Might be  

left with my hair but You'll have your mothers eyes. Ill hold you body in my  

hands be as gentle as I can but for now your scanned of my unmade plans a small  

bump in four months your brought to life." I swear I was gonna cry but just curl  

up in the duvet and listen.  

" I'll whisper quietly, I'll give you nothing but truth,If you're not inside me,  

I'll put my future in you"  

I heard the door open but didn't look over at who was there I just quietly  

listened as the song went on, understanding the meaning of the song. The person  

didn't come close to me. They just stood in the doorway, watching me.  

I didn't know if they were waiting for me to turn but if they were than no.I  

wasn't turning around. I have to process my life before giving birth to a new  

one. I cringe at the thought of losing my baby. He/she is my everything. Harry  

will be so disappointed. I'm ashamed . I hate the fact I had been raped and then  

on my own part, pregnant.  

Then these lyrics got more intense, giving me visions of life with Harry.  

"And you'll be alright. 'Cause you were just a small bump unborn for four months  

then torn from life. 

Maybe you were needed up there but we're still unaware as why." I broke down and  

cried. I felt the bed sink next to me as I smelled the familiar cologne.  

"Jess ?" He asks wrapping his arms around me.  

"Yeah?" I say wiping my eyes. 

"What's wrong?"  

"I-I can't stop thinking tha-that our child won't make it be-because of me." I  

stutter still freely sobbing. He nuzzled his nose in the crook of my neck. 

"Nothing will ever be your fault." He whispered. I turned to face him, his  

beautiful green eyes staring into mine. I smiled, feeling a little better.  

"See, there's that beautiful smile." He says grinning, his adorable dimples  

showing. 

He pulled the hair away from my face, still staring.  

"Jess, I love you." I felt his warm breath against my skin. 

He leaned in for a kiss and I let his lips connect with mine, still feeling the  

same spark we had when we first did { I know; Cliche}.  

"Now are you ready to share?" He asks unwrapping me from the duvet. 

I nodded, "yep."  

He grabbed my hand and we took our time walking back to our friends who were  

probably going to interrogate the life out me.

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By Far, My Favorite Chapter (:

~JennXx