Stuck In A Nightmare

Thirteen

I woke up thinking I was next to Harry.  

Nope. I woke up to a snoring Arron who was facing the opposite direction of me.  

I wanted to do something so bad to him.  

I held in my anger and got up quietly dragging my casted leg on the ground to  

pick up my clothes.  

Ughhhh I want to just die or get hit in the head so I could forget everything  

that happened.  

I put everything on, walking into the living room. I searched the house for Paul  

and Perrie but they still weren't anywhere. 

I saw the older man sleeping on the couch and flashed him the finger . 

I was out of here, I can't take this place anymore. They've got what they wanted  

and I'm left with not even dignity.  

I went into the kitchen, grabbing my crutches and starting towards the door.  

I turned the lock.  

Click.  

Then the door flies open and I attempt to run as fast as I can to the hospital.  

My crutches handy now, I made my way up the streets, noticing that it's still  

light outside. 

It's probably around 6 or 7 o'clock in the morning. 

I went through the hospital's front doors. This time not afraid of anyone  

stopping me to interrogate me of my wandering. 

I went up to our floor and walked into the room Harry and I shared quietly,  

trying not to wake him.  

When I got in, I noticed all the boys around my bed, worried. Harry's on the  

phone but they all stop to look up at me.  

"Jess!" Niall yells coming to me and giving me a hug. I hugged him back,  

whispering "we need to talk later." In his ear as we pulled away. He nodded as  

the rest of the boys came up to me as well, hugging me, and bugging me with  

questions like if I was ok.  

"Where have you been? We've been crazy looking for you!" Liam shouts making my  

ears ring.  

Why so loud?  

Very unnecessary.  

"Guys it hasn't even been that long." I reply confused at why they were worried.

"No Jess . It's almost 5:00 in the afternoon." Louis states.  

Five o'clock in the afternoon? I've been gone that long?  

"Jess where were you?" ZAYN asked tiredly, rubbing his temple.  

"I went to meet them." I say going over to my bed to rest my leg.  

"YOU DID WHAT?!" Harry shouts shooting up from his chair as soon as I sit. "I  

TOLD YOU NOT TO GO!" 

"I'm sorry! I needed to know what they wanted from us." I reply looking down at  

my arm.  

"WHAT HAPPENED?" He asks calming himself.  

"They wanted me. None of you. They thought if you saw what happened, you would  

be witnesses and they didn't want that."  

"We know that already. We've actually known this whole time while Lou and Harry  

were beat up." Liam states like it wasn't news to him or the boys. 

"Well then what did they want you for?" ZAYN asked. 

I didn't respond and I know Niall knew the answer but he avoided my gaze. 

A tear rolled down my cheek. Last night coming back frame by frame like a  

horrible movie you can't get over.  

Harry sat beside me, rubbing circles on my back to soothe me.  

"They wanted you for sex?" Liam asks shocked.  

I nodded. 

"What about last night?" ZAYN added.  

"They raped me."  

I wasn't going to make it hard for them. It was short, simple and straight to  

the point.  

Harry gritted his teeth, clenching his fist and getting up to walk out of the  

room.  

"Um guys, if you don't mind, I kinda want to take a shower." I say starting to  

get up once again.  

"You can't with the cast." Louis informs me."You have to put a plastic bag over  

it."  

I give him a bewildered look and he simply nods his head. 

"Don't worry I'll put on for you."  

He went out and got a bag from a nurse outside and covered my cast with it.  

"Don't get it wet" he says before I close the bathroom door on him.  

I took off all the clothes from the night before and got some clean stuff in a  

mini backpack my mom gave to Liam to give to me. I got in the shower, scrubbing  

my body more than 6 times, brushing my teeth 3 times and my hair 5. I finally  

got out when I was convinced I was clean and looked like an old raisin.  

I put on my clothes, feeling refreshed. I had trouble with the pants so decided  

to wear shorts instead. 

This cast is really slowing me down. 

After fixing my hair in a side fishtail braid I walked out into the room,  

getting the news from Harry that we could finally go home.