Episode 16

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Episode 16: No
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After namin magka-text ni Debbie ay naisipan ko pa rin na kausapin si EL. Syempre, gusto ko lang talaga klaruhin mula sa kanya mismo ang mga bumabagabag sa isip ko lalo na't dinala niya talaga iyong Margareth na iyon kanina sa bahay nila LolaNey. Lakas tama! That's his first time and siguro nga, kahit tahasan niyang idedeny pa rin sa akin and show me the opposite, makukumbinsi pa rin akong what he has for the girl is different. Parang naaalala ko lang iyong pinakilala ni Kuya JM sa amin si Ate Mia bilang girlfriend niya. The changes are quite similar lalo na ang aura nila. It's the same, the actions can't lie at all.


Siguro, I need to prepare myself for something worst in the near future, just incase.


Oh well, Debbie's helping effectively. Mediyo natutoto akong mag-isip nang mabuti dahil na rin sa mga advices niya. Of course, I need to trust Nanay, Tatay, and most especially, si EL. Then maybe, enjoying for myself won't hurt that much, siguro? Hindi ko rin alaam.


"Ee? Why are you here? Hindi ka ba makatulog? May klase na bukas oy! Matulog na tayo!" EL is here. Mukhang kararating niya lang mula sa paghatid sa babae niya. "May problema ka ba?" tanong niya sa akin nang makalapit siya sa kinaroroonan ko.


I shrugged off a bit at napasandal sa railing ng terrace namin. "Okay lang ako! Marami lang akong iniisip and that, tomorrow, first time nating hindi magiging classmates! I'm feeling a little worried at naisip kong, should I just consider Business Management instead? The thought keeps bugging me. If I pursue the business course, hindi ka mahihirapang i-handle lahat ng mag-isa. Makakasama mo 'ko. What do you think?" direchong sagot ko.


I know his answer will be pero for the last time, gusto ko lang kumpirmahin.


He sighed. Mukhang napipikon na ang Kuya kong 'to lalo na't para akong sirang plaka na nagtatanong sa kanya. Paulit-ulit. "Settled na lahat, Ee! WHy these kind of thoughts all of a sudden? I told you to pursue Engineering, go for it already. Stop all the negativity, please? Let me handle everything! Kaya ko naman," sabi niya at halatado sa tonado ng boses niya ang pagkairita.


I needed to pull some strings here. I need to know the truth or for at least I'm satisfied.


"Why can't I just help you? Puwede ko naman i-set aside iyong pangarap na 'yan para sa mas mahalaga eh! Family, you, and even Tatay! Isn't it a valid reaason, Bal? It just doesn't feel right." sabi ko na lang at mediyo napayuko ako.


I'm actually scared at the moment lalo na tila namumula si EL, at baka masuntok na ako sa kakulitan ko. I'm running out of choice, I want to be at peace somehow kaya bahala na.


Bigla siyang napatapik sa balikat ko at bahagya pa akong napaiwas kasi akala ko, sasapukin niya na ako. Buti na lang hindi. "Ee, seryoso! Una pa lang, alam kong mangyayari 'to! My mind is all settled for this! Kaya nga, I didn't dare to dream too much kasi alam kong ito ang magiging buhay ko. Cut it out, please? Okay ako," he said and he was calm at napangiti pa siya to convince me.


Jeez.


"How about, Margareth?" tanong ko sa kanya kasi ito rin naman ang pinaka-main concern ko. I mean, if my Kuya thinks this way, then, what about her? "Last question about her, are you sure, wala kang nararamdaman sa kanya? EL, I know you well, para kitang kambal! And seeing you now, you are acting like a stranger to me! Naninibago ako sa kung paano mo siya tinatrato! Are you really for friendship? Paano kung sa ngayon mo lang 'yan nasasabi? Paano kung magkagusto ka sa kanya even if you keep on restraining yourself not to, paano? Tell me honestly, Bal.." There, I finally dared to ask this to him.


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