Prince 3: Patient Love (✔️)

Episode 13

Episode 13: I miss you

A few more days left at magbubukas na muli ang klase. I will officially become an Engineering student soon. But then, with these few more days left of my summer vacation ay sa totoo lang, hindi ko na alam kung ano pa ang gagawin ko para gawing makabuluhan ang bawat araw na meron ako. I mean, I didn't joined the varsity team kaya hanggang audience at palaboy laboy lang sa school ang ginagawa ko most of the sport festival duration. Pag trip kong manood o tumambay sa school, tsaka lang ako pumupunta and then after that, kahit saan na lang dahil lahat naman ng tropa ko, busy sa games and their sports and that EL's extra busy too lalo na kakasunod sa BB niya raw. Jeez. Ang sakit sa mata nila tingnan na dalawa! My worries are just increasing kapag nakikita ko silang magkasama and that my Kuya's acting weirder as time goes by towards her kaya I rather spend my time alone for exploring....well, fine, minsan naman may iilang kasama, ano pa nga ba.

Right now, nasa La Union sila EL para sa victory party nila. Nanalo kasi sila sa festival and as a reward, may pa-outing sila na puwede sana akong sumama kaso hindi ko na rin ginawa lalo na at walang maiiwan sa mga kapatid ko dahil hindi naman puwedeng i-asa na lang kanila Nana ang lahat, matanda na sila at ang kukulit pa naman ng mga kapatid kong iyon kaya to give EL the relaxation he deserve, binigay ko na sa kanya.

Speaking of El, mas malala na ang kapatid kong iyon ngayon. Ang sabi kasi sa akin ni Kyle, hindi raw pinayagan ng parents niya iyong Bangskie sa party pero kuya ko, nabuang na at talagang sinundo raw sa kanila at pinagpaalam pa! Ayun, magkasama sila ngayon! Hanep talaga! Hindi ko talaga maintindihan ang inaasta ng Kuya kong iyon. Hindi siya ganoon dati and that I know him well lalo na pagdating sa babae--and yet, he seems to act so differently pagdating sa babaeng ito! Totoo, pakiramdam ko, he really is starting to fall for her! His attention, his time, and effort all for that one girl!At ano, talagang friends lang? Damn, I'm not an expert about love-whatsoever, pero I can really sense the change in him, sobrang visible na kahit pumikit ako aba'y mararamdaman ko pa rin, that's how obvious it is to me and I can only cringe on whenever EL's denying it, it doesn't convince me at all.

Actually, I tried talking about these concerns of mine kay Nanay pero napagalitan lang ako and that she told me to stop complicating things for my brother and just let EL do whatever he wants, you know, h'wag daw limitahan si EL sa mga gusto nitong gawin just because he agreed to take over the family's businesses, hayaan daw mag enjoy. I mean, totoo naman, dapat lang naman talaga mag enjoy ang Kuya kong iyon considering the heavy responsibility he needs to carry in due time!Pero, paano nga ba kung kailangan niyang mamili someday? Love or career or family? Paano kung mahirapan lang siya at masaktan? I'm serious, kung kailangan naman ni EL ng tulong ko, I really don't mind. Okay lang sa akin na tulungan siya and just pursue the business too kahit na enrolled na ako as an Engineering student at magsisimula na ang pasukan next week, I can just diss everything para hindi na siya mahirapan once he realizes things...but, like as if papayag ang EL na iyon, e muntik na nga akong makarate nun the last time! Well, kasi nga kinukulit ko siya and that I told him about my plans to help him, at ayun na nga, muntik niya na ako awayin at napagalitan lang kami ng NayTay kaya ayun, edi follow our dreams! But yeah, if there's a need for changes then, so be it. I am really determined. Desisyon ko naman iyon, just in case.

"Eero, are you okay? Is something bothering you?" my date for tonight asked. Her name is Laureen, she's a model. She's beautiful and definitely a good catch. Pero, there's nothing going on between us,she's just a plain companion for tonight.

"I am, don't worry." ngising sabi ko sabay pisil ko ng kanyang pisngi.

Nasa isang bar ako ngayon. Tamang tambay lang at wala akong magawa sa bahay. Kuya JM's going home next week and the next few days, si Nanay naman ang uuwi rito just in time for the school year opening. Tatay's staying in Germany for a bit more kaya susundan siya roon ni Tatay Mario para man lang may makasama siya. The whole set up is really drowning me thinking about all these major changes that had happen in our family, none of us anticipated this moment, iyon bang mawawalay sa amin si Tatay? I mean, aside from being our defender, iba pa rin talaga kapag kumpleto sana kami.