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the blue haired sat in the corner of his bed with his legs up to his chest. hugging them close to him, he wanted everything to stop. if he hadn't come to this school so many things would be different. 

he still had yet to hear any news on lucas, other than signs of some sort of understanding. he had no idea how long he'd be able to survive another 3 years here. plus more years for his major after that

what if i take a gap year? that wouldn't hurt right? he gulped wanting to find a solution desperately. a faint knock at the dorm's door caught him off guard. getting up to answer it he was presented with no one but a card board box at the door

cautiously taking it inside he immediately locked the door and took it to the table. taking some scissors to open it, he accidentally cut himself on the sharp edge of the box. a little droplet of red liquid making him shiver. 

not paying close attention to the cut he gazed at the box's contents. a single lily, clearly fake as it showed no signs of aging and a note a similar colour to the lily

unfolding it his blood went cold recognizing the handwriting without needing to read a singular word


to: comet ♡

it's been awhile my lovely star, it seems to me that you don't want to be friends with me after i revealed the truth and vowed to protect you. as if you don't trust me?

why won't you trust me?

is it something i did?

i didn't do anything to harm you so why do you run? why do you run and cause yourself pain? 

oh what a pure lily you are. i've gifted you a lily because you blend with it well. of course, anything you have is truly wonderful, given the fact that you are wonderful. it'll be a token of my care for you. so don't lose it or it'll make me very very sad.

from: ♡ your angel ♡


i feel sick.

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