Only you- Draco Malfoy

Clear Things Up

     We didn't have classes today. I was glad because I had a lot to get done. I ran over to my dresser and pulled out a brown shirt with a oversized brown sweatshirt. I quickly got changed. I pulled my hair into a high ponytail. To finish off my look I put on some black Mascara. I felt good today.

     I decided to head down to Draco's room. I knocked and the door opened immediately. He pulled me in for a tight hug. "I was hoping I would have seen you today." I gave him a soft smile and entered the room. I knew I needed to tell him about Hayden. How we kissed. It meant nothing, but I decided I would tell him after I visit Hayden again today.

     I walked over to his jewelry section on his dresser and picked up a chain. "Can I wear this?" He looked me up and down with his tongue pressing against his cheek. "I think it would look amazing with your outfit." I smiled and tried to put it on. I was struggling a little until I felt his hands grab the ends and fix it for me. I looked up into the mirror and saw he was so close.

     I could feel his breath on my neck as he leaned down and placed a soft kiss on my neck. "You look amazing." I couldn't help but smile. He quickly pulled away. "You know Savannah... you can just forget about the whole giving myself time thing. We can just stay here and you know...get back together." He stepped closer. Our faces were inches apart.

As I stared into his eyes I saw hunger. He wanted me. I wanted him too. I quickly leaned in for a kiss. His lips smashed onto mine before I could touch his. He bit my bottom lip at time as were passionately making out. He began to lift me up as I smacked his hand away. "No. Not yet. I have to go." I pulled myself off of him and grabbed my stuff and left.

I needed time. I knew I couldn't just go running back to him like I used to. As I was walking away from his dorm I realized Hayden's was right across from his. Maybe I should just get things over with. I lightly knocked on the door. A girl opened it. I have never seen her before. "Can I fucking help you?" I was in shock.

Has he just forgotten about me. That fucking fast. Before I could respond to the girl Hayden came out from the bathroom. He looked so amazing right now. A towel low enough to show his V- line. His dripping wet hair. I couldn't help but look at every inch of his body. He was fucking breathtaking. "When you're done checking me out Savannah come in." Fuck, he saw.

As I stepped in the girl was glaring at me. Hayden walked over to the girl and stood just in front of her. "I need you to leave." She looked up at him with confused eyes. "What? I thoug-" he interrupted her. "Shut up. Leave." The girl left crying. He shut the door and walked over to his bed to sit down. "What Savannah?" He wouldn't look me in the eyes. "I um... I just needed to clear things up."

I walked over to his chair and sat down. "I didn't sleep with Draco that night. I was dru-" he stood up and sarcastically laughed. "Are you fucking kidding me? You were drunk. I fucking know. My question is why did you kiss me. Not even just once multiple times?" I sighed and looked down at the floor. "I was in the moment." He laughed and walked over to me. "Stand up." I shook my head. "FUCKING STAND UP."

I stood up in fear of what he was going to do. He leaned in closer and placed a soft kiss on my lips. "Did you like that Savannah?" I lied. "No stop!" He pulled my waist closer to him. He kissed me harder this time. I couldn't pull away, but then I thought about Draco. "Stop. Please." I looked down with a heavy breath. He lifted my chin. "Savannah I know you love me. And I'm just going to say it. I care for you. A lot. It's like when I saw you and Malfoy fall in love I got jealous of him because I realized I wanted you, and I could have had you."

My heart was pounding. He loved me? "I don't still lov-" He backed away and laughed. "Savannah you can deny it, but I can see it so clearly. I know you love Malfoy but I also know you love me." I did. I fucking did. It took me a minute to process but I realized... you really can love two people at once. "Hayden you're right I do love you. But I love Draco more, but I can't lose you. Please." It went silent. I grabbed my stuff and left.

I went back to Draco's room. I walked in without knocking. I started to pace the room. "What's wrong Savannah?" I couldn't tell him the full story. "I talked to Hayden and...well...I could have just lost him for a stupid reason." He walked up to me and held my hands. "It's okay I promise. He will come back trust me. He always does." I hugged him tightly. "Thank you for being here."

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     I left Draco's room late that night. I needed to sleep in my own bed. As I walked in the door I saw a letter. I quickly opened it.

Savannah,
        I miss you. Please come visit soon. I am sick and would like to speak to you again. Every letter I send it seems to get lost. Probably the owl. I would also like to give you something your father left behind. I love you so much.
          -Mom

     Her letters haven't gotten lost. I usually throw them away and never even read them. I never had a good relationship with my mother. Maybe I should see her. I wonder what dad left behind for me. I'll visit her tomorrow.