Unboxing The Unknown
I wanted it to be you and I
Why are you making this so complicated?
Why is everything so hard for me right now?
My heart feels like it is no longer beat
I am not sure if that is good or not 😔😢
I. . . I am just really irritated and sad.
I put so much effort into nursing school, into my relationship with people, but I feel like I get no support back.
People don't seem trustworthy, people seem very sneaky and unhelpful.... so who can I even trust.
My only question is why?
Why is that, as humans, we have millions of questions about our self-identity about how future will be, our career, yet we never have reliable answers?
Why?
I just want my nursing degree in my hand
My degree in my brown, soft hands that resembles of fatigue hands. In fact, my body is beyond fatigued. I cry here and there. My anxiety is throw the floor. I feel uneasy.
But why is it so hard? Do I not deserve my degree?