so today my dad found my binding stuff. he took it all away and cut them all up and said if he ever finds out im binding again that he will take everything away.
so now im stuck with no way to bind because now he is gonna go through my stuff everyday.
amd no one seemed to want to talk yo me and the few who did talk to me didnt seem to really want to besides one person.
Im finding myself more and more depressed everyday. Its like im going down a deeper and deeper hole of sadness. its hard to put on a smile on face and i just want to lay in bed all day.
theres only a small light for me right now and i have this "light" will get stronger as time goes on. theres a person im starting to like and this person just seems like they would understand me a whole lot more than anyone else.
so that is that im going to try to sleep.