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Few weeks later...
𝓛𝓲𝓪𝓶🌤
"Move! Gimme the phone!" I laughed as Zonori and Kemina argue.
"Mmcht...bye dada." Kemina said.
"Bye love y'all." They said love you back before I hung up, they were currently with Ailani's mom-
She's basically our mom at this point too.
I walked inside and closed the door,I saw TJ walk out the kitchen.
"Babe.." I called after him and he didn't even look at me.
I scrunched you my face and walked upstairs behind him,"TJ-"
"Leave me alone Liam..." he mumbled and I saw him packing.
"And the hell you finna go?"
"Liam..we need to break up."
"Oh really.." I said grabbing his bag.
"Give it back!"
"Are you crazy?" I asked him.
"You really think you finna just leave, I'mma need a 10 page essay on why, a google slide-"
"Liam stop playin,"
"I'm not playin.." I said walking up to him and he put his arms out.
"Liam...I fucked up! Okay I fucked everything up..." He said looking away from me.
"I fuckin cheated on you! And you act as if it didn't even happen and it just makes me feel even more guilty." He said and his voice cracked he was on the verge of crying.
"TJ...and I forgave you for that, we're humans we make mistakes were not fuckin perfect.." I said and he looked at me with tears in his eyes.
"Liam..-"
"No you gotta understand I don't care about a damn argument imma still be here tomorrow."
"C'mere..." I pulled him into a hug in which he started breaking down.
"I'm sorry..." he sobbed.
"Hush...it's okay you know I love you, we can work anything out you hear me?" He nodded his head.
"And you crazy if you think imma just let you leave like that try sum shit like that again, I dare you.." I said and he let a small laugh.
"Ole toxic ass.." he mumbled.
"Yessir." I said and he looked up at me.
"I really am sorry Liam I don't—"
"Aht Aht stop apologizing I already forgave you let it go." I said and to be honest I didn't wanna hear about it anymore.
"Wait Liam you think you slick.."
"Huh-"
"You always forgave me and shit but never told me how you felt..." he said.
"Cause it doesn't matter.." I said.
"Liam."
"TJ."
"Nigga-"
"Okay okay what you wanna know?" I asked sitting down on the bed while taking the clothes outta his bag.
"Like I don't fuckin know how did you feel...like when I told you-"
"Pause you was finna take my damn sweater?" I asked taking it out.
"Shut the fuck up and answer the question..."
"Okay okay...wait you sure you wanna hear my shit?"
"It may hurt a lil but it ain't gonna settle right wit me till you tell me sumn Liam." He said sitting beside me.
"Well...when you first told me not gonna lie I was mad as hell like I was really close to killing you then and there, but I had to keep myself calm.
Then it came to the point I just tried to push it back like everyone makes mistakes and I love you too much to just say fuck you.. but then you stated avoiding me and wouldn't really talk to me
I felt there was sumn wrong wit me like I didn't do everything I was suppose to do as a boyfriend-"
"You know that's not the case right?" TJ said lookin over at me, I don't know what it was but in that spilt second I felt my eyes start stinging.
I had to clear my throat,"I know I just feel it was sumn I could've done..I don't even know."
TJ pulled me into a tight hug and I swallowed the lump in my throat.
"You know you can cry, right?" I nodded my head still not wanting to.
"Liam, crying doesn't make you weak it shows you've been strong for too long..." He said before putting his hands on either side of my face and gave me a kiss on my lips.
"I know it's just..." I shook my head.
"Do you need to talk about it?" He asked and I nodded my head.
"I'm listening..."
𝐌𝐲 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 5 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞, 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝.
𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐭 25, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐌𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐒𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞.
"𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞?" 𝐈 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐬𝐰𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐤𝐬.
"𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲? 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐤, 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬.." 𝐇𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐞𝐝.
"𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐤? 𝐏𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬-" 𝐌𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐛𝐲 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐝.
"𝐌𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐨𝐭...𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐬-"
"𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤..." 𝐈 𝐦𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟𝐟...
𝐖𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐝..? 𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡.
2𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥
𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐰 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐛𝐚𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐧.
"𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐝 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐚𝐲..." 𝐈 𝐦𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬
"𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮?" 𝐌𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐜𝐮𝐩.oo
"𝐍𝐮𝐧 𝐦𝐚-"
"𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐦..."
"𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐢𝐭." 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝.
"𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐲?"
"𝐈'𝐦 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠..." 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝.
"𝐌𝐤𝐚𝐲.."
"𝐌𝐚 𝐈 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐧.." 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐩𝐢𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬.
"𝐈'𝐦 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞!" 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐝 𝐲𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐧.
"𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐩.." 𝐇𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞
"𝐍𝐮𝐧 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐢𝐭."
"𝐨𝐡 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞, 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐧." 𝐈 𝐠𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚 𝐭𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐮𝐩.
"𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭?" 𝐌𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝.
"𝐍𝐮𝐧...𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐈 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐝𝐮𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭." 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐬.
𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐲𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐮𝐝𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐮𝐩.
"There's more to the story..." TJ said.
"What??" I tried to play dumb.
"But only if you want to tell me.." He said and I took a deep breath.
"Umm..a few months after that they started arguing more frequently, and my dad started telling me more and more...crying shows weakness real men don't cry, don't wear that you'll look gay, don't be like these other faggots out here-
While my mom is telling me you are who you are and don't let anyone change that, she told me I could tell her anything and that day I was going to..."
"𝐌𝐚𝐦𝐚!!" 𝐈 𝐲𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞.
"𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨?" 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦.
𝐖𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐝...𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞...
𝐈 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞.
𝐈 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭.
"𝐌𝐚𝐦𝐚! 𝐌𝐚! 𝐍𝐨!!" 𝐈 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬...𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥.
𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧.
𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐈 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐭.
"911 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐲..."
"She didn't make it...my mom died in my arms, they tried everything and she wouldn't fuckin come back."
"She left with my bitch ass dad who wasn't shit, he didn't even go to her funeral." I said feeling all that anger come back.