As Time Goes On - A SebaCiel...

By Cossie66

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Ciel Phantomhive is growing older than he ever thought he would as the search for clues to gain his revenge a... More

Chapter 1: Acceptance
Chapter 2: Understanding
Chapter 3: A First Time For Everything
Chapter 4: Free Time
Chapter 5: Daydreaming
Chapter 6: Chills
Chapter 7: Rainy Days
Chapter 8: The Phantomhive Hospitality
Chapter 9: Rough Nights
Chapter 10: Gentle Mornings
Chapter 11: Comfort
Chapter 12: Recognition
Chapter 13: Confliction
Chapter 14: Starting Again
Chapter 15: A Little Birdy
Chapter 16: Unexpected Visit
Chapter 17: The Sad Truth
Chapter 18: The Talk
Chapter 19: Worry
Chapter 20: The Visit
Chapter 21: Plotting
Chapter 22: Belle of the Ball
Chapter 23: Sickness
Chapter 24: Help
Chapter 25: Flashbacks
Chapter 26: The Talk
Chapter 27: Surprises
Chapter 28: Demons
Chapter 29: Afterwards...
Chapter 30: Champagne
Chapter 31: Desire
Chapter 32: Love Has Many Forms
Chapter 33: Friends
Chapter 34: Teasing
Chapter 35: Out On The Town
Chapter 36: Fallout
Chapter 37: Spiralling
Chapter 38: Game Of Love
Chapter 39: Sebastian
Chapter 40: Soap
Chapter 41: Perfection
Chapter 42: Possession
Author's Note
Chapter 43: The Pink Dress
Chapter 44: Lovebites
Chapter 45: The Dressing Room
Chapter 46: Happy Halloween
Part 47: Hide and Seek
Part 48: Cluedo
Part 49: A Murder in the Manor
Chapter 50: A Family Of Our Own
Chapter 51: A Butler's Duty, A Master's Calling
Chapter 52: Nightmares
Chapter 53: Therapy
Chapter 54: Daughter Dearest
Part 55: Personal Therapy
Part 56: The Servant's Faith
Chapter 57: Memories Past
Chapter 58: Infatuation
Chapter 59: Confessions
Chapter 60: The Truth
Chapter 61: Fall
Chapter 62: Flustered
Chapter 63: Dress-Up
Chapter 64: Lizzy
Chapter 65: Double Date
Chapter 66: Best Of Women
Chapter 67: Secrets Told
Chapter 68: Sharing A Home
Chapter 69: Wishes
Chapter 70: Bedbound
Chapter 71: Emergency
Chapter 72: The First Trial
Chapter 73: The Power Of Will
Chapter 74: Forgiveness
Chapter 75: Mother
Chapter 76: Contracts
Chapter 77: Struggles
Chapter 78: Recovery
Chapter 79: Strength
Chapter 80: Gifts
Chapter 81: Lies
Chapter 82: Cut The Bullshit
Chapter 83: Listen
Chapter 84: Speak
Chapter 85: A Warning Wake Up Call
Chapter 86: Exploration
Chapter 87: Little Secrets
Chapter 88: Work Never Ends
Chapter 89: The Children
Chapter 90: A Long Road From Here
Chapter 91: Reaffirmation
Chapter 92: Eye Candy
Chapter 93: Worries Melt Away
Chapter 94: Mendacity
Chapter 95: Sister
Part 96: Leaving
Chapter 97: Parting Ways
Part 98: Rough
Chapter 99: Pain
Chapter 100: Extravagance
Chapter 101: Elusive Sleep
Chapter 103: The Happiest Day
Chapter 104: After Party
Chapter 105: The Doubt
HUGE ANNOUNCEMENT
Chapter 106: Garden
Part 107: Impatience
Part 108: Pain
Part 109: A Mother's Love
Part 110: As Time Goes On

Chapter 102: Anxiety

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Eliza's POV:

"You do understand that while I may look like a child  I do not require to be spoken to like one." My silver tongue grows sharp as I attempt to put Finnian back in his place. Taking the white roses that I delicately snipped from the bush, from the blond man's gentle hands.

"I-I understand that Miss Eliza, but these are Sebastian's roses. I don't think he'd l-like to know they'd been cut off-"

"My Father will love it, it's a surprise for him. One that I am entitled to give him as a gift on his wedding day."

"Fine, Eliza. I'll let you off the hook for now but you really need to hurry up. Lizzie can't help you into your dress if you're not there, can she?"

I stand there giving him a cold stare before turning on my heels, beginning to walk towards the grand manor I know to be home. Running up the hallways that are now adorned with white and red flowers and silk banners.

My feet leaving a patter as I scale the wide staircase, finding myself knocking on my Mother's bedroom door before I knew it.

Only to find my Father opening the door.

"Good morning Eliza, you're early. Don't worry Lizzie isn't here yet."

"Why are you in here? I thought you had to sleep in separate beds."

"We should've but we didn't. Don't tell Lizzie for me." He winks mischievously, holding a finger up to his lips in a shushing motion.

"I promise!"

"What're you doing with my roses?"

"It's a surprise. You'll love it, I promise."

"I'll love anything you do Eliza, now I need to run before Finny gets to my room. I'll see you at the wedding." His lips press against my forehead before he runs in an unseeable blue, leaving me to hear my Mother's gentle snoring as I slowly close the door.

"Mummy, wake up! Lizzie-"

I am rudely interrupted by my far too excitable aunt Lizzie running in with dresses covered in bags hanging from her arms.

"Five more minutes-"

"Ciel! We have a strict schedule and if you don't want to leave Sebastian waiting at the altar, you'll get up right now!" The high pitched squealing of my aunt is enough to wake even the dead as she slowly helps my Mother out of bed.

"Lizzie-!"

"Mum, you know you can't win. The quicker you get that dress on, the less she has to make our ears bleed."

The look of defeat on my Mother's face was prominent as she follows my Aunt's every whim. Objecting to the small things, the wrong shade of lipstick, a hair out of place and other rather minor and borderline perfectionist issues that really shouldn't bother someone of my Mother's caliber.

Yet as the dress is tightened around his transformed waist, I begin to understand her logic.

He wants to be perfect, for him. No matter how silly his trifles may be, this day is something of beauty and so is he.
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Sebastian's POV

My suit hangs neatly from my frame in less than a second, allowing me more time to relax and enjoy the little time I have before the most nerve-wracking moment of my existence. Something that, even now, leaves a tinge of anxiety within my chest.

I swiftly pour myself a scotch on the rocks in an attempt to calm myself before I must leave this room. Before I must face the man I am to marry.

The small bed I once lay in nightly creaks beneath my weight as I let out a sigh. The bed I haven't used in over two years.

"Nervous, huh?" Finny asks, walking out of the small en suite bathroom in his rather stylish attire. He's truly matured into a very handsome young man. One worthy of a noble.

"Very. For the first time in my existence." I add, taking a swig.

"Don't worry about it Sebastian, it happens to everyone. From what I've heard from Lizzie, Ciel is in the same spot."

My darling is nervous? He has nothing to worry about. No expectations to meet. I, on the other hand, have much to prove.

I am not worthy to wear that ring he will place on my finger.

I suppose... I never will be.

But I will never stop trying to be a man worthy of taking his name.

Worthy of being a Phantomhive.

Author's Note: Hello everyone, I'm so sorry I haven't posted in a while. My health has just taken a nosedive and it's been difficult to do anything. It's very painful at the moment but I will try very hard to continue to make chapters. I love you all!

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