felix dragged changbin when it was their turn onto the ferris wheel, into a little pod, the door was shut and locked and they sat down on the seats provided.
felix was smiling all over as he sat in changbin's lap.
"d-daddy bear."
"yes, my good boy?"
felix pointed at himself, then at changbin, then locked his fingers together, then signed the word 'forever'
"yes my baby bear, we will stay together forever, you know i will never leave you, right baby?"
felix nodded, cuddling close to changbin, he really did want to spend every day of the rest of his life with changbin, he meant everything to felix, he had done so much for him put himself through so much, and stuck by his side through everything, and he never ever wanted to be away from his daddy.
the wheel started and felix looked out at the view of the city, changbin figured out where the college was, and they even picked out their dorm block, felix smiled, looking down at the circus tent.
they looked out over the area together, felix seated on changbin's knee.
changbin wasnt looking out of the window, he was looking at his own world, his beautiful boy, his everything, he didn't need a big city to look at when he had his entire universe, seated cutely on his knee.
"i love you, baby bear."
felix signed that he loved changbin too, and they shared a kiss, not like their normal kisses, that are usually teasing, where they will just peck the other person over and over until one of them is laughing so hard they have to stop, or like the kisses they used to have where they were tearing each other's clothes off, this kiss was pure love and passion, poured onto each other's lips.
felix smiled softly, loving the way changbin's lips felt.
when they pulled away, changbin looked into felix's eyes, seeing all of the things he wanted to say, but couldn't.
"i promise, i will never, ever, leave you baby bear, you mean everything to me, i dont know what i would do without my little baby, you're my good boy, arent you?"
felix nodded quickly, smiling.
they saw jisung and minho under them, and felix waved as they waved back, looking up. felix's smile made changbin's heart happy, he pulled felix closer, just enjoying being there with him.
when their ride finished, felix was clearly exhausted, they met up with the others, and felix started getting whiny, changbin got out his bear stuffie and pulled his baby up onto his back, carrying him towards the exit.
felix put his head on changbin's shoulder, drifting to sleep.
"thank you guys, today has been amazing."
"felix loved it, but now he looks exhausted."
"yeah, take him home and cuddle him binnie."
changbin smiled.
they said goodbye to the rest of the group before changbin carried felix to the bus stop.
they got on and changbin moved felix from his back to curl up on his lap, he laid his head on changbin's chest and slept peacefully during the bus ride.
people looked at felix, sleeping on his boyfriend's lap like a kid, but changbin didn't care, he just focused on felix, looking like a little doll, so perfect and beautiful against his chest.
he carried felix off the bus, and had to carry him all the way up to their dorm room, by the time they got there, changbin's arms ached, but he didnt care, he managed to get the door open and went in, gently putting felix down on the bed, noticing that jae wasnt there, but his phone and a pair of his shoes was gone so changbin assumed he was with lucas.
changbin slipped off his shoes before changing out of his outfit and into just sweatpants, not bothering with a shirt, he then went to felix, slipping off his shoes and noticing a small stain on the shirt where he clumsily dropped some food, he would have to wash it.
he took off felix's shirt, who didnnt co-operate very much, just laying limply, and drifting in and out of sleep.
he slipped off felix's shorts too, deciding to wash that as well, he then picked up one of his own shirts and put it on his baby, before deciding that he was actually really tired too, he quickly grabbed a glass of water.
"lixie, can you have a drink for me before you sleep."
felix pouted and rubbed his eyes, but still sat up and took a drink, his eyes fluttering sleepily, he finished half before changbin downed the rest, then got into bed next to felix, his baby cuddled into him, his hand going straight to touch changbin's abs, feeling around the hard muscle, changbin petted felix's hair, both of them getting sleepier.
"my boy, my beautiful boy." changbin mumbled, kissing felix's head.
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changbin woke with a start, hearing little sobs and whimpers, he felt movement, then recognised those pained little cries as felix, he sat up, turning the lamp on to see felix, sobbing and twitching and changbin could guess what was happening in his mind, he pulled felix's small body onto his lap, holding him close as he abruptly woke up, sobbing and shaking, luckily, he was able to be quiet, and jae, who must've come home late, didnt wake up.
"shh, you're safe my boy, daddys got you, nobody is going to hurt you, im here."
felix buried his face in changbin's neck, breathing deeply the comforting scent as he shook, changbin rubbed his back, showering his boyfriend in kisses and gentle bites, like felix liked, he smiled when he got ticklish.
"thats it, breathe and relax, ive got you and you have nothing to be scared of, you're so good baby bear, so beautiful and perfect."
felix calmed down, listening to changbin's words of praise and love to him, and after a while, he got sleepy all over again, and was able to lay back, and return to sleep to dream of changbin.
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