🌹R O S E II🌹
🌹CHAPTER TWENTY - NINE🌹
I do my hair first and I'm not a professional at this but I do curl it since I want to let my short hair shine and the blue color pop a bit. I only do wavy curls, not curl curls. I don't want them too curly but I don't want them not curly enough either. I really do love my short hair and I should've cut it sooner than I did.
When my hair is done and I'm happy with it and I love it, I turn to the make-up. Again, I'm not the best at this and I'm not really a professional at make-up since I don't use a lot of it and I don't use it everyday so I'm not as good as some. Especially Le... No I can't think about her. Not after everything she's done to me. After all the pain she has caused me, I can't think about her.
I'm not going to allow myself to think about any of the pain that I've gone through. Tonight is going to be a happy night and for a few hours I will forget all about the past and just focus on the perfect night, no pain and no drama. Though, I do wish that I could really forget the past, and not just figuratively but quite literally. It will surely save my life and make me forget about all the painful things that have happened to me.
Things that I'm not going to think about now because I'm trying to forget. Anyway put foundation on my face then I put on a light blue eyeshadow thin line near the eyelashes and then I move to a darker shade and do a thin line above it, creating like this beautiful blend until I've done to a dark blue color but it isn't big. The lines aren't big. I do the very same thing on my other eye and when I'm happy with it. I stop.
I created sort of a night sky on my eyelids and it looks beautiful. I then put some white eyeshadow and make a little dots to create stars but they are so small that they're nearly noticeable but they are there. When I'm done with that I smile to myself because my eyes looks really beautiful.
Then I put some pink blush and eyeliner and the wing on both sides are so beautiful and perfect. I'm really good at this. The wing isn't that thick or long but it's just the perfect size. Putting on some black mascara to and I think my eyes are done. Putting some concealer on ares that it is needed and then I take a look at my lipsticks.
I really have not decided which lipstick I want to go for. Red is too bold and just doesn't match anything and nude I think that won't look that very good. I take a look at them and then I decide on a baby pink that is a little bit on the darker side and put that on me.
By the time that I'm finished with my make-up it's already one and half and hour until the gala opens and the guests will be arriving. It took me almost an hour to do the perfect make-up look. I don't do this very often so I'm not very quick at it and besides make-up just takes a little bit of time if you want to get it perfect which I need it to be.
To me, the make-up on my face looks beautiful. I really look beautiful. I don't think I've ever looked this stunning before and it makes me so happy. I just can't stop smiling to myself and it also does help with the stress because I need everything to be perfect tonight and the stress isn't helping me at all but looking at how beautiful I am, does.
It makes me wonder how a girl like me got herself wrapped itself into the mess that I'm in and it's impossible to even come up the salutation for that. But, why would I get so hurt when I look like this? Why would he do that to me? Then I wonder if that is exactly the reason, is my beauty the reason?
No, Rose, you're not going there. You can't think about this. Now, I need to get into the dress. She had put a zipper which is easy for just one person to zip it up and she also hid the zipper in plain sight which makes the dress look even more stunning than it already is which I'm not sure is possible because it's already the most beautiful dress my eyes have ever laid on.
Standing up and going to my closest I walk over to my dress and smile when I see it. This is going to be the best night ever. I just know it. And that dress will make me look beautiful in it. I don't know why but I can't stop repeating that one sentence in my head but then again it is the truth.
Taking the dress I go back into my room with it and lay it gently down on my bed so it doesn't get ruined or crumbled. Undressing from the clothes I was wearing I'm left only in my black lace panties and black panties to match. Which will be the only thing I will be wearing under the dress.
I dress myself into the dress and then I zip it up and look in the mirror. I gasp when I see myself in the mirror and see how beautiful that dress looks on me with my hair and my make-up. I just look perfect and it makes me smile every wider, if that is even possible. I'm sure it is.
The dress itself is made out of silk and other materials that I don't even know what are but I know they are expensive. It has a Queen Anne neckline and on the chest there are diamonds scattered around like little stars as the dress itself is dark blue almost black at the top and then it goes down into a beautiful color, even purple and pink that just blend perfectly with blue.
It has cape sleeves which are also blended in the same colors which make it even look beautiful and I have no idea how many times I've said beautiful but it's just the truth. It's a ballgown and the skirt expands around my waist and then flows down gracefully to the floor and only my toes are visible and it's layered. Which brings me to the next part which in my opinion is the best one.
Hanging from the skirt are loose small lights that are glowing with a white glow. Making this dress really look like it's the night sky with glowing bright stars. This really looks fantastic and I love this dress. I turn off the lights to see how it looks and it actually lights up and that makes it so stunning.
Turning on the lights again I only have about fifty minutes to get ready and I need to hurry. I sit down on the chair and pick up the heels that I'm going to be wearing. A black high heel gladiator shoes. Only the toes will be visible so I wasn't going for that fancy shoes but they are very expensive. They cost a lot, believe me.
Putting them on I stand up and I'm taller. I'm naturally short and this only gives me hight which I kind of do love. I like being in heels when it gives me hight but overall I'm not that big fan of high heels or heels in general. I sit back down and look at myself in the mirror which I seem to not be able to stop doing.
No one can really blame me for thinking myself beautiful. I know that my beauty isn't model like but I still love my beauty and I believe myself beautiful and perfect the way that I am and I like that. My make-up is done, my hair is done and my outfit is done, well almost done. I still need accessories. I simply just cannot forget about the accessories. That will really make the look outstanding or in this case more outstanding.
I'm pretty sure no one will actually be wearing lights that actually work and are lighting up and look like stars. When looking at it from the front it truly does look like stars and from the distance it looks even more like stars. I open the drawer which has all the necklaces that I own or at least that I have here.
I take the necklace that I just bought for this night and it does match the dress. It's a silver necklace with a moon in the middle with small little diamonds all around it. On both sides of the moon are diamonds in tear shapes and they go from big to small from the moon all the way until the hook.
I put on the necklace and watch in the mirror as everything is literally coming together so nicely that I'm just so exited to get down there and show everyone. I don't know why but I want people to see this because I want to show them that I am beautiful and I love the way that I look. Is this selfish of me to think this way?
No, it can't be. Once I'm put on the necklace I also put on earrings which are star shaped earrings that hang loose, the stars themselves aren't that big and they're holo that when they catch the light rainbows happen and it just looks amazing. I was thinking before to not wear earrings but then I needed something else to complement the look.
I also have a small charm bracelet with a half moon in the middle and stars all around, all in silver. Because of the cape sleeves it won't be that visible but it is there and when I lift my hand up, it does see it and it really brings something beautiful to my hands and just makes it perfect.
Now I look perfect. And there is only one thing left to make myself look even more beautiful and pretty and it will just make everything perfect and then I'm ready to go down. Except for the fact it isn't time. It's only about half an hour until the gala begins. At least I'm not panicking with time to get ready.
Opening up the box that my mom had given me the day before for save keeping. I know she wanted to wear it but she knew that this is important to me and she told me that she wants me to shine. Which is funny given the fact that there are actual working lights on my dress that are glowing and I'm at it again. I need to stop.
Inside the box is the Ace crown, the crown that my mom always wears to the galas when she hosts them and now it is my turn to wear it. Picking the crown up, I notice that it's not heavy. I would've expected it to be heavy since it does have real diamonds in it and everything.
Looking myself in the mirror I lift the crown up and put it on my head. The crown is silver which really does make this even more perfect since silver is sort of the theme for the accessories that I'm wearing, except for the earrings which are holo and not silver, but that is another thing.
It does have diamonds all over the crown in every size and it does look perfect on me. Brings out my eyes and just complements the whole outfit. This is it. I'm ready. The minutes are counting down and before I even know it. It's one minute until the gala starts and I walk to the door and open it.