Julia: can you please pick up the phone
Max: i can't i'm with my family sorry :(
Max: is there something wrong??
Julia: dom and i broke up
Max: what??
Max: julia what the fuck how?? when?
Julia: just an hour ago
Max: what happened?
Max: did he break up with you?
Julia: no i broke up with him
Max: wtf why
Max: oh fuck did he cheat
Julia: no
Julia: it's so dumb i regret it so much max
Max: why did you break up with him??
Julia: because he wanted to go back to doncaster just for me and it would ruin his career
Julia: he has been depressed for the past weeks and i felt like our relationship was in the way of his career
Max: oh god
Julia: it's so stupid i'm so stupid
Max: no actually i get your point
Max: it's actually really sweet you want to help him like that
Julia: i thought it was a good plan
Julia: because i want the best for him
Julia: but what if i'll never talk to him anymore max
Max: julia you did the best you could do
Max: if you felt like this was the right thing to do then it probably is
Julia: before it all happened i felt like it was the right thing but now i just fucking hate myself for what i did
Max: i promise it'll be alright
Max: think about how things would be like in two months if you stayed together
Julia: he would be back in doncaster and we would be together
Max: yes AND he would probably be sad because he gave up his career
Max: what if you two would've broken up eventually?
Julia: but i don't fucking know that
Julia: what if i was going to marry him
Max: we don't know shit but at the moment there's nothing you can do about it jules
Julia: i'm so worried about him
Julia: he's been doing so bad lately and i only made it worse
Julia: the thought that he's crying in his bed right now or maybe worse is making me want to fucking throw up
Max: he's sad obviously but he'll be alright julia
Max: he's 22 he knows how to handle things
Julia: idk he has been really vulnerable lately
Max: he has been going through a break up earlier, right?
Julia: yeah once
Max: ok that's good because he knows how to deal with it
Max: maybe not now but he knows how to recover from it
Julia: he won't answer my texts and calls
Julia: i just wanna talk to him to explain it
Max: you shouldn't
Max: you should leave him alone for now, maybe text him in a few days JUST to check if he's okay
Julia: i feel like something is wrong with him
Julia: you have his number right?
Max: i do
Julia: could you please text him and ask him if he's doing alright
Max: idk if he wants that right now
Julia: please :(
Max: okay but if he doesn't respond we'll just leave him alone for a bit okay?
Julia: okay
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Julia: it's been three hours did he respond?
Max: nope
Julia: fuck
Julia: i regret it so much
Max: don't jules
Max: it's going to be okay
Max: i swear
Julia: i've never been so in love with someone max
Julia: and i really just broke up with someone i'm in love with
Max: sometimes that needs to happen
Max: it only means it will all turn out better
Julia: you think so?
Max: yes
Max: but not next week, maybe in a few months
Max: you'll see okay
Julia: okay
Julia: is your family still with you?
Max: nope
Max: you can come over if you want to?
Julia: please