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fifty-five

Three months later

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Dom: hey tell me about your day

Julia: it's 4pm for me

Julia: i'm not even halfway through!!!

Dom: so? it's 11am for me i just woke up

Dom: so i'm curious what you've done so far

Julia: well i went to school as always and i just went skating with max

Julia: but it started raining so we're home now

Dom: you're with max?

Julia: yeah just watching a movie

Dom: cool which one

Julia: the lion king

Dom: MY FAVORITE

Julia: yeah :)) it's funny because i was telling max about how the lion king always reminds me of you because it's your favorite movie and he was like "okay let's watch it then"

Dom: what the hell that's so fucking cute

Dom: you're both so cute

Julia: the movie just makes me happy

Julia: and it makes me kinda miss you but it's okay it makes me smile

Dom: :((( i miss you

Julia: i miss YOU

Julia: so what are you up to today rockstar?

Dom: well nothing much actually

Julia: oh you have a day off?

Dom: kinda

Julia: kinda? so you do have plans

Dom: i mean i had things planned but i canceled them

Julia: oh why :(

Dom: i don't feel so good

Julia: are you sick??

Dom: no just don't feel good mentally

Julia: oh fuck i'm sorry baby what's going on?

Dom: can i be honest with you

Julia: i told you you always can

Dom: okay

Dom: i've been feeling really depressed for the past week and i kinda canceled everything like i only went to three things this week that i really couldn't cancel

Dom: and i fucking hate myself for it but i feel so bad julia

Julia: honey :( why didn't you tell me sooner??

Julia: is there something specifically you feel bad about?

Dom: i just

Dom: i fucking miss you

Dom: like abnormally

Dom: and i feel like i cannot be this far away from you all the time like it doesn't feel right

Dom: because when i was still in doncaster everything went so well between us and we could do things together all the time and now we can only facetime and chat and that's it